it’s hot. also i’m growing cacti from seed which is new to me and i’m excited, a few of them are sprouting now. how are you?

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  • BountifulEggnog [she/her]@hexbear.netEnglish
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    2 months ago
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    I don’t really think there’s anything about my body that’s okay. A lot of the issue is just how big I am. Ribcage also feels fucked to me too tbh. Bottom stuff, don’t even know what would feel right there. Body was wrecked by acne and shit too. Can’t really deal with facial hair coming in at all. Dunno most of the rest just gives me a disgusting feeling but I’m not sure how much more specific stuff there is. Also my fucking voice is probably the worst of it…

    i just want to feel at home in it

    Yea same kitty-cri-potato I just wanna feel at home and safe and comfy…

    • lilypad [it/its, pup/pup's]@hexbear.netEnglish
      3·
      2 months ago
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      I try not to think about my voice. Its… Not great… Makes me sad. Voice training is really hard because of my executive function being shitty.

      cuddle we deserve to feel ok in our bodies, they are our homes we deserve to feel safe and secure and comfy in them.

      • BountifulEggnog [she/her]@hexbear.netEnglish
        2·
        2 months ago
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        Me too. Very little talking. tbh have barely had to talk the last few days and that’s always nice. Its hard for me because of dysphoria. Voice is the thing that bothers me most and training is just- too hard. Too painful. Also really doubt I could get it where I need it anyway.

        Wish I got everything I deserve :/ or even just essentials I need… shitty fucking trans life…