it’s hot. also i’m growing cacti from seed which is new to me and i’m excited, a few of them are sprouting now. how are you?

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  • BountifulEggnog [she/her]@hexbear.netEnglish
    2·
    1 day ago
    spoiler

    Brain literally will not shut up and just keeps running through all the negativity, all the things I hate, how fucked I am and how much I hate being trans and all the things that come with that and its not stopping cri literally just hours and hours of this, its constant, what even is the end game here. Like okay I’m never going to be happy and I should kms can we please just have a moments break from that?? There’s not a solution so just please stop cri

    • BountifulEggnog [she/her]@hexbear.netEnglish
      3·
      1 day ago
      dysphoria

      Holy fuck I hate:
      Like 90% of people
      Being trans
      Having to transition
      Existing in real life
      My fucking voice

      Literally why tf would I want to live in such a shitty world with such shitty, willfully stupid, evil people. It’s not like I’m at peace alone either. Fuck it all hurts so bad