I’m curious to know even if your way isn’t what I’m trying.

It’s awful I got kicked when I was most down by someone who obessively pretended they had respect for my ethnicity.

I have found that my way through this will be grief instead of anger. Anger is okay, but it can be left at the point of my initial response. Grief is a way of loving, and I am trying to love myself through this hurt. I want to explore this hurt. But I’m not really sure how.