~pretend that ending bit makes sense, i had to clip a bit to fit in the character limit~
But yeah ive had my ups and my downs being thin, sometimes decent, sometimes too thin, and it just feels like i should at least give being larger a go ig even if i don’t like it at all. Maybe this just stems from finding somewhat heavier set guys pretty attractive.
my 2 cents, getting a bit of chub might be good for you but “rather fat” sounds like grass greener; presuming no eating disorders it might be the way you are is just your natural rhythm and straying too far from it would need a bunch of effort