i guess some people noticed i deleted all my stuff here. just wanted to let people know im ok and give a little explanation. ive been getting feelings for someone and im terrified. i was trying to avoid it but its happening and its getting impossible for me to ignore. im terrified of getting hurt again. i made a post looking for, idk support and advice i guess, but no one really had anything to say. i also texted my friend and my sister and they didnt have anything to say either.
i realized i dont have anyone i can really talk to about this stuff and it made me feel really alone. it made me want to hide from everyone and so i deleted everything on here and didnt talk to anyone for a couple days. i still dont know what to do and getting hurt feels inevitable at this point. sorry if i worried you, and for being kinda dramatic. im sure ill go back to being more active at some point.
i’m sorry you felt abandoned by the community. for my part i will say that i saw your post, but like many others i didn’t feel like i’d be able to provide any helpful input. i hate that you don’t have anyone to talk to. i do get how scary your situation must be. i want to say that you should tell her how you feel, but that also seems like the romantic in me and potentially irresponsible on my part.
you (among others) gave me the strength to realize something important about myself. i’ve also really valued your responses to my questions as i struggle to figure myself out. they’re always very thoughtful and well considered. i absolutely value your membership in this community. anyway, feel free to dm anytime.