Hello, I’m relatively new to Lemmy and not sure how the instance administration works.
I spent around 3 hours writing up a long post for the Mental Health community detailing my personal history of symptoms, the issues I had with diagnosis, and the understanding of the root causes of AI that led me to realize what was causing my trouble with the medication I was on as well as why symptoms that were actually caused by ADHD had been diagnosed as Major Depressive Disorder or the like more than once.
Because the post got very long, I decided to break it into sections with headers and some bullets to make it easier to read.
The post had several replies that were all normal discussion on the issue, and violated no rules of Lemmy.world or that community. One of the two mods, presumably u/givesomefucks, removed the post without warning and listed the reason as “AI rambling about serious medication and how the doctors don’t know better.”
I tried to message the two mods listed and got no response from either. Since I was in the middle of multiple conversations in the replies, I created a new post questioning deleting a long post in what they describe as a safe space to share and discuss mental health issues.
While continuing conversations in that new post, I got a popup that told me I was banned from the community. The reason they put in the modlog this time was “medical misinformation.”
Both of those modlog entries are false. The first is an assumption they made at a glance. They then deleted that post based only on their assumption without bothering to read the post first.
The second is a blatant lie. There is nothing at all in either post that is medical misinformation. In the first post I even took the time to explain the various symptoms that can present depending on which neurotransmitter a person has a deficiency in the availability of as well as why my medication that targeted only one of those neurotransmitters was causing me to be tired even though it was a stimulant, and how a severe deficiency of both neurotransmitters can be diagnosed as depression since those symptoms aren’t commonly associated with ADHD.
All of that information is accurate and all of that information can be verified.
In the second post, the one that I was banned from the community for, I had never even given medical information in the post. It was entirely calling them out for deleting a post without bothering to even read it in what they claim to be a mental health safe space.
The first post URL is: https://lemmy.world/post/50462838
and the second post is: https://lemmy.world/post/50461425
You’ll note that one of the comments is a user saying that the entire lemmy.world instance isn’t a safe place for any community.
The Mental Health community averages one single post per day. It’s not a lot to ask of a moderator, and something they volunteered for. This is not how to grow a new communication platform.
It has now been 2 hours since my first post was deleted and 30 minutes since I was banned from the community. I have messages both moderators twice now, and neither of them has bothered to reply.
If the moderators of the lemmy.world Mental Health community are unable to keep up with that whole post per day by actually reading it and communicating with the poster if they see an issue, and they need to rely on removing posts based on blind assumptions and then instead of correcting their mistake doubling down by banning users based on complete lies then I volunteer to take over as moderator of that community.
Hey, I get that you’re bothered by what happened, but picking fight and arguments in other comments doesn’t make you look righteous or correct regardless of if you are or not.
I wasn’t trying to pick fights. It’s an odd situation. After I posted the post had a good amount of up votes and replies from many different people. The comment section was unusually fast moving for Lemmy and it was entirely positive and supporting. Then it was deleted by the mod.
After that I made a post calling that out as strange behavior without bothering to read it or say a word in such a slow moving community on a post attracting users to interact with that community. Many of the same other users picked up the conversations we had been having in the first post there, and once again many other users replied. Everything was positive between all of the users. Several questioned the mod doing that without reading the post, but no one said anything offensive towards anyone at all.
Then that post was also removed, and I was permanently banned for the community for a falsified reason. I messaged two users I’d been mid-conversation with to let them know what had happened. One of them made a post on it, and this time the mod /u/givesomefucks finally said his first words, threatening to ban them for questioning his actions. In short order 4 other accounts that had all been made within a few days of /u/givesomefucks and had all had no involvement in either of the threads jumped in to attack the user calling them a whiner and mocking them.
That’s highly unusual when until then every response between all users had been positive, even after the first post was removed and that was questioned in the second. When I made the post here, many of those same alts that I hadn’t had a single word of interaction with that had only appeared to mock users in the Mental Health community for questioning a mod’s actions also instantly appeared in the comments here. All of them defending the mod’s actions.
That doesn’t scream of natural user interactions, it screams of someone flipping through alts.
That seems odd for a community with an average 1 post per day.
I think many mods here are reddit agents that infiltrated lemmy.
I’ve had a similar experience with some other subs. Basically now if I’m repeatedly banned from some community, I choose the next largest community and post there.
It’s crazy to me that 1post a day communities would ban willing participants
Thank you. Your name is one I see constantly, one of the people putting in a lot of effort to make sure this is a place with a real flow of content for users to interact with. I appreciate you taking the time to reply here. :)
Mental Health is described as the safe space to share information and discuss about that topic here on Lemmy.world. I took the time to spend 3 hours trying to detail my difficulties in getting an accurate diagnosis, the understanding that finally helped me do it, and a surface level understanding of the neurotransmitters behind the problems and how the medication I was using was designed to target only one.
That seems like exactly the sort of thing you would want in such a community. The post had many upvotes and an unusually fast moving and entirely friendly and positive comment section. To delete that and then ban the user permanently when it’s questioned…
In a niche community I would just move on. But in the Mental Health community here? One of the largest, dedicate to such a sensitive issue? That’s the sort of thing that could push someone going through a crisis to suicide. It’s the direct opposite of a safe space for those issues.
That seemed the sort of thing the administrators of the instance would have some concerns about. Lemmy is in desperate need of attracting new users, and treating a first time poster in a community dealing with a sensitive topic for many that way is the sort of thing I’d expect them to have issue with. I understand the admin team is likely small and it’s a Sunday, so I’m giving it until tomorrow and then emailing about it.
givesomefucks is a scum who banned me for reporting too many posts for his liking about supporting genocide
Abuse of the report button is a bannable offense. (And I suspect your framing comes from an .ml-like perspective.)
It is not abuse if it report disgusting things like defending genocidal states and yes that include countries like Russia.
Couple of things. First, I’m sorry for your mental health struggles and your ban from a mental health community.
I think what you’ll find is that people get such a hard on for hatred of AI, that you’ll likely get posts banned and removed from other communities if people think you are using it. Is it fair? It’s besides the point, really. It’s just that unfortunately it’s not going to be very popular…fairness or not. As you’ve seen, even suspected AI use has the risk of people acting this way to you.
Next, neurotransmitters and the brain are a hell of a lot more complicated than they appear. Remember when everyone thought that major depressive disorder was simply a deficiency in serotonin? Well, modern evidence shows that that isn’t at all the case and it’s much more complicated than that. It doesn’t change the fact that SSRIs can be beneficial, but it changes our understanding as to how and why they may be.
ADHD is not simply a deficiency of dopamine and norepinephrine. Reducing it to that is highly inaccurate. If that were true, then drugs that increase both of these would be curative. But they aren’t. Symptoms are managed with ADHD drugs, but you’ll still struggle.
ADHD involves disturbances of dopamine and norepinephrine, but as to why and how that comes to be is another question. You can look at it as correlation versus causation. There is clearly an association there, but not necessarily a causative one.
Psychological disorders are no longer viewed as simple dediciencies in specific neurotransmitters. That is really not the case anymore with modern research. Altered neurotransmitters are a symptom and trying to alter them in other ways with drugs may or may not help a given user. I’m not saying that psych drugs are useless or anything, just that they are more complicated than you’d think. I take a psych med, myself.
So in that regard I can see how someone would call an assertion with that as misinformation.
At any rate, I wish you well in your mental health journey.
As you’ve seen, even suspected AI use has the risk of people acting this way to you.
The only person who acted that way was the moderator who removed the message without bothering to read it. The many people who had replied before that had no issue. Since they had bothered to actually read the words instead of simply glancing at the fact that there were headers it would have been obvious it hadn’t been written by AI.
Next, neurotransmitters and the brain are a hell of a lot more complicated than they appear.
I never said they weren’t extremely complicated. I was attempting to provide a surface level explanation of how people with symptoms that don’t get listed as typical ADHD symptoms such as complete apathy can actually be showing an unusual symptom of ADHD that doesn’t get enough attention and is often misdiagnosed.
Of course the brain is extremely complicated. One of the reasons for taking the time to write the post was having ADHD repeatedly misdiagnosed as flavors of depression because the combination of Aphantasia and an intentional inner monologue meant my internal experience was unlike those of the people writing out what to look for and so I wouldn’t be using words that would make a mental health professional think of noise.
ADHD is not simply a deficiency of dopamine and norepinephrine. Reducing it to that is highly inaccurate. If that were true, then drugs that increase both of these would be curative. But they aren’t.
Both dopamine and norepinephrine operate on a U-curve where both too little and too much cause issues. As people have varying levels of availability of the two and many of the medications for the condition effect both to varying degrees it’s a balancing act.
ADHD involves disturbances of dopamine and norepinephrine, but as to why and how that comes to be is another question. You can look at it as correlation versus causation. There is clearly an association there, but not necessarily a causative one.
I never claimed anything was the root cause of anything. I did not claim to be a magic wizard who is capable of fully analyzing and understanding the minutia of the many different chemical reactions taking place in every cell in the human mind or body at any given instant. In fact I pointed out that studying the available level of neurotransmitters where they need to be in order to be effective can be a bit difficult since a lot of those things can’t be tested on a living person.
Psychological disorders are no longer viewed as simple dediciencies in specific neurotransmitters. That is really not the case anymore with modern research. Altered neurotransmitters are a symptom and trying to alter them in other ways with drugs may or may not help a given user. I’m not saying that psych drugs are useless or anything, just that they are more complicated than you’d think. I take a psych med, myself.
I never said they are. A simple deficiency would be the body lacking a given thing, it would be a production issue. If that were the case no ADHD medication on the market would be effective, because none provide those neurotransmitters. The issue is a deficiency in the availability of the neurotransmitters. That could primarily come from either the neuron failing to release them rapidly enough, or the transporter removing them too quickly. The transporter is considered the most likely primary issue, though it’s very possible that multiple things play in to it in combination
Your statement about ‘altered neurotransmitters’ doesn’t make any sense. The neurotransmitters themselves are fine, and no ADHD medication attempts to alter them.
At the tail of that long response (which I appreciate) separated from anything else you say:
So in that regard I can see how someone would call an assertion with that as misinformation.
What assertion would that be?
And to your edit, once again that’s irrelevant. You’re more than capable of looking at the mod log. The mod removed the first post claiming I was using AI and saying I know better than doctors. Neither of those things are accurate. The mod removed the second post in banning me for “medical misinformation.” They did not attempt to say what they found to be misinformation, did not bother to respond to the message I had already sent them questioning the removal of the first post, and still have never bothered to reply.
Note that the post that they banned me for misinformation for was the second post, not the first. The entire body of the second post was questioning the act of removing a post they clearly hadn’t read in what the sidebar claims is a safe space to discuss mental health issues. That is what led to me being banned for “medical misinformation.”
It’s indefensible. It’s obvious what happened. They assumed a post was AI and deleted it without bothering to read it. I posted again questioning that and so they banned me. They didn’t want to put “respect muh authoritah” as the reason for permanently banning a user in the modlog, so they lied and wrote “medical misinformation.”
Ahh, now it makes more sense. You’re either trying to shift blame from your friend or you’re /u/givesomefucks using an alt. The two accounts were made within 20 days 3 years ago, you both mod multiple communities.
Same situation with the other account, /u/betterdeadthanreddit.
/u/betterdeadthanreddit /u/givesomefucks /u/dingus
All 3 accounts created in the same time period 3 years ago, all 3 moderators of multiple non-overlapping communities, and all 3 of them chiming in on this issue on the Mental Health community as seen here: https://lemmy.world/post/50464079
Can we get an instance admin to check in to this please?
You’ll find a lot of accounts with similar creation dates due to the Reddit API thing.
Of course, and you all also just happened to show up here at the same time I was calling that out and delete of course delete the post I’d just linked where any user could see there were in the end 5 accounts all made within the same few days all with the same pattern who all jumped out of nowhere to attack a user who dared question why someone had been banned like that.
Aww, you even banned this account with your alt for being a “troll” to make it look like it isn’t the same person. Now I know it is.
I know you are hurting right now and you need somewhere for that hurt to go, but I am not your enemy. I am not familiar with the users you posted, nor do I have the ability to change your situation. I’m just some random person online who is a bit bored on my weekend off haha. It’s somewhat marred by the fact that Lemmy keeps erroring out every time I try to do something, but alas.
To be frank with you, I’m not interested in having some long protracted debate with you about the content of your original post.
I’m sorry for the ramble (we both appear to be prone to it lol) and I know this sounds a bit out of left field, but have you heard of DBT? I don’t have ADHD myself, but I struggle with the intensity of my emotions when something happens to me. I’ve read that a lot of people with ADHD struggle with this too. You are absolutely valid in being hurt and upset, but your own behavioral response afterwards isn’t necessarily helping you out. I’ve been trying my best to have a more nuanced understanding of things, myself, life, etc., and to be less polarizing in “right” vs. “wrong”. I don’t always succeed (as no human is perfect), but I feel as though it has helped me out.
I do wish I had another mental health community to direct you towards that would welcome you, but unfortunately I don’t at the moment.
I can only hope you do something fun/nice for yourself today to try to make what happened weigh less on your mind! Wishing all the best!
Of course, when I call out your messages and ask you to specify what assertion you were saying your could see as being medical misinformation you are unable to actually do that and so you deflect to acting as though you’re worried that I had issues controlling my own emotions.
Instead of backing up your own statements and words, you call into question the personal emotional state of the other person. There’s a term for that.
This is a support thread. I was giving some of my thoughts on it. It didn’t seem to be a space where a back and forth debate made sense.
I posted the comment you replied to when you started attacking me and started accusing me of things that I did not do. I did not do it before you attacked me.
Please understand that you are speaking to another human when you are doing this. I am a living, breathing being with my own thoughts and feelings. And you are being hurtful.
Being hurtful is not only unfair to me, but you are hurting yourself in the process. I found a lot of help discovering DBT, and I just rambled on about it as something that felt relevant to the scenario.
Note that you walked into this thread and accused me of what could be seen as a rather serious wrongdoing. You made a long post and ended in saying that you would understand someone seeing my “assertion” as being medical misinformation.
When I replied rebutting your reply and questioning for you to point to a specific assertion that I made that you are claiming would be reasonably considered medical misinformation, you instead deflect to questioning my emotional stability and control.
After that was called out you doubled down on that and now also try to assert that I am the bad monster causing you emotional harm in this situation.
It seems likely that you are correct that you do have issues controlling your emotions, however that’s not an issue I’ve ever had. I thank you for your deep and genuine concern.
However the only words I’m interested in seeing from you are words backing up your own statement. Specifically, what is the assertion you claim that I made which could be reasonably considered medical misinformation?
The post isn’t deleted. Maybe it’s more of an anti-you conspiracy that we’re all in on but the site’s been having issues. Chances are pretty good that you got a blank page because of a server error (or, again, the conspiracy) but it’s still there.
I think there’s some confusion. The linked post isn’t deleted. But the linked post is in an ADHD community. It sounds like OP posted the same content or linked to it in lemmy.world/c/mentalhealth . I do not see evidence of it in the mental health community. So it sounds like it WAS deleted from the mental health community.
The linked post I’m referring to is from this part of the comment I replied to:
All 3 accounts created in the same time period 3 years ago, all 3 moderators of multiple non-overlapping communities, and all 3 of them chiming in on this issue on the Mental Health community as seen here: https://lemmy.world/post/50464079
That post is “Shortest subscription ever.” by Rhynoplaz in !mentalhealth@lemmy.world.
Did you forget what account you’re using? You were banned from Mental Health right after I called your account out as an alt. You’d think the big red box telling you you’re banned would have caught your attention looking at the post.
Your comment above states that the post was deleted. It was not. What does my ban have to do with the presence or absence of the post?
Maybe it’s more of an anti-you conspiracy that we’re all in on but the site’s been having issues. Chances are pretty good that you got a message had text errors because of a server error (or, again, the conspiracy) but it’s still there.
All of that information is accurate and all of that information can be verified.
Is it? Did you?
That is the most bizarre personal attack on someone I’ve ever seen even including reddit… They wrote almost a page of information on their issue. And you the MOD of a community specifically set up to impartially address issues on .world. Decides to pull out a SINGLE sentence and use it to attack them?
Why? That’s just wow.
Just as a FYI people with mental health issues seeking help on a mental health community don’t bring their credentials expecting to “tested”. As a supposedly “impartial” mod you might want to keep that in mind.
Yes, but why would you put the burden of proof on the person accused of spreading medical misinformation, especially given the circumstances?
Wouldn’t it be far simpler and more direct to expect that if a person is accused of something like that and banned for it the one doing the accusing and banning be able to point to specifically what they had an issue with, so that everyone can easily verify that specific thing is medical misinformation if they’d like?
Idk man, same reason you have to cite sources for your college papers.
It isn’t a college paper. It isn’t a research paper. It’s a post on a social media platform, in a community for a specific topic, detailing my personal experiences with that topic.
Do you cite sources for every post and comment you make here? Who do you see doing that here?
No, of course I don’t. But when you say:
All of that information is accurate and all of that information can be verified.
And then push back when people ask you to explain, that makes you non-credible, and a likely explanation that the post got removed.
Either way, it seems like you can’t be helped, I will not be responding further.
Your reasoning is backwards. You’re saying my response to the mod’s question over here, many hours after the fact, is what makes me suddenly non-credible and is a reason the post was deleted in the past.
You never were trying to help to begin with. You not responding again is a gift. Thank you.
I wouldn’t trust either of the accounts responding to you. Their responses are bizarre and way too personally vested in your original post. Almost like alts of the original community’s mod…
It’s so weird. It’s not normal behavior in general, but for a mod of the mental health community it’s starting to remind me of the movie Stonehearst Asylum.
Because it looks like AI, and nobody has time to trudge through all the AI drivel.
Many users read it and we were having several conversations in the replies. The only person who failed to bother reading it was the moderator /u/givesomefucks who deleted it because it was a long post had headers to help break it up and make it easier to read.
The community averages one single post per day. If a moderator is not capable of “trudging” through the one single post from the one single user posting in their community per day before deleting it, then they should not be moderating the community.
Doubling down when called out for removing a post without bothering to read it by banning the user for a falsified reason is also not the behavior of a person who should be running any group, much less one proclaiming it to be the safe space to discuss mental health issues here on Lemmy.World.
“It looks like AI” is an irrational excuse in general, but much more so given the slow rate of posting, a post having many up votes and an unusually fast moving and friendly comment section. There’s no way for a human to write a long, thorough, thought out message and attempt to format it in a way that’s easy to read without having it “look like AI” to people who don’t bother actually reading.
It may be your username. World hates politics and even though your name is 100% true, its not exactly PG.
The display name doesn’t violate any rules, but if anyone ever messaged asking for it to change I’m not emotionally attached to it and would do that.
But the first post was removed and called AI, and then when I posted calling that out I was banned for “medical misinformation.” Never a word about the display name.
Removed by mod
It seems strange that zero mods or admins have been willing to say this is a problem, the only mod besides the one in question who said a word quickly tried to defend treating users so poorly, and yet if other users say anything bad about the mod who shit on a user and then flat out lied about why they permanently banned them from the community… they get this?
Saying someone is a piece of shit isn’t harassment. It’s voicing an opinion. If mods and admins don’t want users to think they’re pieces of shit then maybe the better route would be giving a fuck about the users and not banning them for nothing and then sticking together like you’re ICE and insisting no one else ever did nuffin wrong.



