when i was 12-15 i had a fire in me to live but years went by and i became an adult and it messes up with my sense of dignity and humanity in a very harsh way and i can the urge to just break and obey my situation so if anybody could leave me a message telling me to not do it i would appreciate it…
You deserve to be treated with respect. I know it can be hard and something about being human makes us believe shit when people tell us over and over again, but you do deserve better then abuse.
I’m not sure what works best for you, if you are a in spite of type of person, or someone who would do better if you thought of the type of advice you’d give to someone else and then follow it. But I want you to accept yourself (which can be easier then love) and do what you got to do to get out of that horrible situation.