

CW: alcohol, psychiatric medication
Again got angry out at my boyfriend because he refuses to follow my OCD routine, I know I am to blame and he shouldn’t have to follow my irrational and weird urges and yet when I’m angry I just can’t think rationally and I say worst thing and blame him for everything even though I am the source of all problems in our relationships, I love him so much and yet I yell at him so often; FUCK OCD.
Just venting sorry. I was diagnosed schizotypal disorder at 13, not taking any meds rn because they make me sleepy (that to put it mildly, in fact they make me to feel like a zombie I barely feel alive when taking them) and instead “”“medicating”“” with alcohol, the worst thing is, I live in a homophobic fascist country (
) and everything sucks so much goddamn it.






There’s also an Xbox event tomorrow! (I’m waiting for Clockwork Revolution, Wasteland 3 from the same devs was amazing)