Thank you, I genuinely appreciate. Everything has been such a challenge and it feels like I haven’t learned how to care for myself mentally or emotionally yet. Its exhausting.

I’m not sure honestly. I tried to keep things in a nutshell, but she had been pulling away from me for a while prior to retransitioning. She says a big catalyst was when I started losing my hair; seeing me act so vain about a physical feature was a massive turn off for her.

I tried to communicate my feelings about things to her, but she had already mentally checked out, and then the mood swings started for me, which was a bigger turn off for her. I remember one night I put my head on her lap and she snapped “nope I do not want this.” She lectured me for 10 minutes about how emotional I was, that wasn’t who she was, and she wasn’t my person and I should probably find them. A week after that incident is when she told me she wants a divorce.