I'd consider vitamin D levels as a possible factor. Deficiency can make you feel that kind of bad and it tends to be an issue around this time of year. Less sun exposure chokes off its production and we've had a few months to burn through what gets stashed away in warmer times.
I see that your profile indicates some reservations about synergizing with the Torment Nexus but have you considered the value it brings to the shareholders?
Machines have taken a commanding lead over humans when it comes to pretending that they give a shit about what Sam Altman thinks. They can have this one.
You know your old Texas/Tennessee sayings well.