







Just got a hrt prescription in 95 degree weather on 4g connection, my np probably hates me now for being a nervous overly apologetic glitchy ass .5g connection ass patient but I finally got drugs now. Now I just need to order my prescription and hope I feel better. 


Gay sloth month 


My “friend” who i tolerated for way too long that hung out with chud
flat out said in a call with me and his chud friends he was gonna vote for Trump in 24. I ghosted him from then on and when he had the gall to dm me on discord randomly being all quirk chungus bro gamer meme speak I fucking blocked his ass on everything. I talked to my therapist like yea probably a massive crypto nazi chud but I genuinely at the time had no one else to play games with and I knew him since middle school but she rightfully told me to block his ass which I did about a year too late. Fucking piece of shit. I know better now too absolutely fuck off from relationships if they are performative selective allies or crypto nazis. Recently my best friend was all wishy washy on
getting capped like ohh I know he was an asshole but personally as a cishet white man I feel no one should be killed for what they believe.
while I wasnt even necessarily saying he deserved (to his face) I just said he had it coming and he was all disappointed. On top of that I made a half joke half serious about me being an SW as a trans person and he literally was all shocked and lowkey said some awful shit about SWs being gross and then I being kinda mad, said easy for you to say as a cishet white man, which in my defense is just statistically reflective of trans people being forced into SW out of precarity more than cishet men. But he was super pissed so I kinda just backed off. Idk, our relationship is kinda on the ropes ngl. Christian conservative bff Arc 2028 coming up soon??? 


Yall im kinda freaking out. Idrk if im gay or not and its really making me dysphoric. Like the two times ive ever been sorta flirted with kinda were both by other tfems and ngl it was kinda good. But the thing is ive been mostly toric for a while and had a crush on this trans dude in a club im in, so im kinda not sure if im still attracted to what. And ngl as a professional lazy basement dweller with little transition to my name, I get really sensitive and dysphoric around other tfems unlike mascs where they arent a mirror to my failures. I know this is probably internalized transphobia and that kind of dysphoria but I genuinely have no confidence in my identity and with my current home situation, I am pretty depressed because my mom despises the real me and threatened to kick me out if I did anything queer, which includes hrt. So like im basically coping with dysphoria by gaming while questioning and the ambient dread in my house lingers. 


I had a burrito for dinner, with BEANS inside 


Fuck that, bioleninism is straight up terminally online 4chan incel nazi shit. 


😂😂😂


And then enbies are biological glorpy snarp geebles 


What is a gooner then?


This can’t be real bruh I’m dying😂😂😭😭😭


youre right, I’m sorry 


Oh, I didnt pay attention in bible study but I do remember that Paul was TRANS. He used to be SAUL, BIBLE IS WOKE 🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️😤😤😤😤


“There is neither Jew nor Gentile, neither slave nor free, nor is there male and female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus.” - Galatians 3:28
Jesus was not a fucking white nationalist nazi chud from Texas, these ghouls need to be exorcised. 😭😭😭😭😭


Yea, I take 2 other pills.


Injections and DIY scare me😭😭😭


I’m poor as shit, I have zero social or financial support from my guardian and make broke ass money off microtask slavery.


If hrt came in gummy form, We’d be so much better off. I dont wanna eat 2 more pills every single freaking day. I demand Estrabears, this is why we need gender communism. I really dont want to eat 2 more pills but under gender capitalism we are brought to pay for cheaper pills instead of better options. I can’t even start hrt yet but if I did it would probably suck because I can only afford pills which would probably kill me because I’m like super unhealthy and at risk of hypertension.😭😭😭
Gracias