PraiseCorn [they/them, comrade/them]

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Cake day: January 24th, 2026

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  • My “friend” who i tolerated for way too long that hung out with chud freeze-gamer flat out said in a call with me and his chud friends he was gonna vote for Trump in 24. I ghosted him from then on and when he had the gall to dm me on discord randomly being all quirk chungus bro gamer meme speak I fucking blocked his ass on everything. I talked to my therapist like yea probably a massive crypto nazi chud but I genuinely at the time had no one else to play games with and I knew him since middle school but she rightfully told me to block his ass which I did about a year too late. Fucking piece of shit. I know better now too absolutely fuck off from relationships if they are performative selective allies or crypto nazis. Recently my best friend was all wishy washy on charlie-kirk getting capped like ohh I know he was an asshole but personally as a cishet white man I feel no one should be killed for what they believe. smug-explain while I wasnt even necessarily saying he deserved (to his face) I just said he had it coming and he was all disappointed. On top of that I made a half joke half serious about me being an SW as a trans person and he literally was all shocked and lowkey said some awful shit about SWs being gross and then I being kinda mad, said easy for you to say as a cishet white man, which in my defense is just statistically reflective of trans people being forced into SW out of precarity more than cishet men. But he was super pissed so I kinda just backed off. Idk, our relationship is kinda on the ropes ngl. Christian conservative bff Arc 2028 coming up soon??? agony-consuming


  • dysphoric gay rant

    Yall im kinda freaking out. Idrk if im gay or not and its really making me dysphoric. Like the two times ive ever been sorta flirted with kinda were both by other tfems and ngl it was kinda good. But the thing is ive been mostly toric for a while and had a crush on this trans dude in a club im in, so im kinda not sure if im still attracted to what. And ngl as a professional lazy basement dweller with little transition to my name, I get really sensitive and dysphoric around other tfems unlike mascs where they arent a mirror to my failures. I know this is probably internalized transphobia and that kind of dysphoria but I genuinely have no confidence in my identity and with my current home situation, I am pretty depressed because my mom despises the real me and threatened to kick me out if I did anything queer, which includes hrt. So like im basically coping with dysphoria by gaming while questioning and the ambient dread in my house lingers. cri