I have lost so many people to meth and opioids. The way the current admin is weaponizing their and others death and suffering to justify murdering innocent fishermen and trying to kill a LatAm leader makes me sick and want to do adventurism.
For the record I would never do such a thing because adventurism is futile and if this post ever makes headlines because of some false flag shit I am 100% against adventurist bullshit.
We build above ground power and leave the rest to others.
the systems that make them this way usually resist non-violent methods of reorganizing them
During the lifetime of great revolutionaries, etc. etc. yes I know.
I just don't want to be the soldier anymore. I want to cook, I want to create, I want to entertain the little ones, I want to teach!
Unfortunately history and our material conditions has chosen a different path for me. I am capable of incredible violence and it is a thing I both cherish and must reckon with. It is not a good thing but a thing I recognize will be regrettably necessary.
I feel you. I just don't know how many people on this site have actually participated in the amount of or kind of violence they (justifiably) endorse. It isn't a path you can come back from. I try to be as pacifist as I can be these days but it has been less than two months since I "relapsed". It was justified, but again, this is something you must engage with grave consideration. Every blow is a blow at your own humanity. I understand this more than likely most people on this forum understand. And if you are wondering, no I have never been a part of the imperialist war machine, all I have done has been of my own accord.
War may never change, but war changes you. And not for the better, even in the best cases.
In light of my last reply, I truly believe that the person in the op probably cannot face reform and belongs in a forced labor camp for the rest of her life. I still would not want to kill her though. The ones that actually facilitate or carry out said killings, absolutely. No good can come from keeping them around.
Or maybe I am wrong on this too and given our ideal circumstance a lifetime of labor in service of those they have oppressed or attempted to exterminate is more productive and a fate worse than death. I don't know if we will see that in my sadly limited years left on this planet so maybe it is moot. I just want the violence to stop. All of it. I am tired of fighting.
Enjoy all those seeds lol. WAIT O SHIT AMAZING BIT! Get this guy to buy only male plants and have to de-seed his shitty shwag weed himself! I think we may have just discovered an untapped market.
(Yes I know this is not quite scientifically accurate but god forbid these losers have to learn about hermaphrodite plants and all the gender science around that lmao)
I am constantly thwarted by the generosity I extend to my enemies despite considering myself entirely cynical and ruthless when it comes to them.
FR, I feel this way constantly. I think it is ultimately a good thing to empathize even with the people you might believe should be wiped from the face of the earth. Many are simply misguided and misled even if they ultimately might have to be done away with by one means or another for the greater good.
We are the bearers of this burden and while I believe that violence as last resort is inevitable, hurting others hurts us. I've thrown down many a time and even in the most justified instance hurting another being always hurts me too. Whether it's a tick or another human it never feels good to take a life or harm another being. When it comes to another human it is less so, as I have always tried to reason before coming to blows it doesn't lessen the lingering impact much.
I've hurt a lot of people that definitely "deserved it" but each time I feel like it kills a part of myself. The important thing to do is to remain aware of these things and not allow vengefulness to completely consume us. That is where it gets dangerous. We must cling to our empathetic instincts like we would a life raft in a violent storm. We are all the hope in the world and if we let that righteous fury consume us it can lead to something terrible even with the best of intentions.
Zionists are objectively fomenting anti-Semitism by doing some of the worst shit the Nazis and earlier Euro anti-Semites accused Jews of is one of the most horrifying side-effects of their genocidal shit and I think these monsters like the lady in the OP know this and do it on purpose in the hopes that more people buy into the Zionist claim that Jews can only be safe by carving out their own ethnostate.
I'm still scared to watch I Saw The TV Glow being a freshly cracked egg still. Euphoria was great though so maybe it is time.