I have lost so many people to meth and opioids. The way the current admin is weaponizing their and others death and suffering to justify murdering innocent fishermen and trying to kill a LatAm leader makes me sick and want to do adventurism.
For the record I would never do such a thing because adventurism is futile and if this post ever makes headlines because of some false flag shit I am 100% against adventurist bullshit.
We build above ground power and leave the rest to others.
the systems that make them this way usually resist non-violent methods of reorganizing them
During the lifetime of great revolutionaries, etc. etc. yes I know.
I just don't want to be the soldier anymore. I want to cook, I want to create, I want to entertain the little ones, I want to teach!
Unfortunately history and our material conditions has chosen a different path for me. I am capable of incredible violence and it is a thing I both cherish and must reckon with. It is not a good thing but a thing I recognize will be regrettably necessary.
I feel you. I just don't know how many people on this site have actually participated in the amount of or kind of violence they (justifiably) endorse. It isn't a path you can come back from. I try to be as pacifist as I can be these days but it has been less than two months since I "relapsed". It was justified, but again, this is something you must engage with grave consideration. Every blow is a blow at your own humanity. I understand this more than likely most people on this forum understand. And if you are wondering, no I have never been a part of the imperialist war machine, all I have done has been of my own accord.
War may never change, but war changes you. And not for the better, even in the best cases.
Lmao checks out. Skin cancer rates must be off the charts there.