I feel so hopeless about finding a job, or getting any income. Sometimes it really just feels like I'm incapable of having a formal job, finding work sucks, I'm slightly qualified, but no one wants to give a job to someone with a degree and no experience.
But I'm also terrible at doing any other stuff for money. I've had some ideas of stuff to do, like freelancing, trying to do some art comissions and all that. But then my confidence is non-existent and I'm afraid to promote my work, because, to me, it looks like I suck at it. Then when nothing happens, I just keep beating myself down.
Honestly, I don't feel like I'll ever be able to be completely financially independent. Yeah, I'll just go cry until I manage to sleep...
Well, they were pretty nice to me, I can't complain too much. Despite them being apparently confused about pronouns, I couldn't bring myself to correct them, I imagine if I asked they would have been ok with it
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