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Alisu [she/her, they/them]

@ Alisu @hexbear.net

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I draw stuff and do book design

If you'd like to check it out, go to my ko-fi.

  • I fucking hate my parents so much. I'm sure they mean well but I'm so fucking tired of being pressured by them while being depressed

  • I was going to buy fixed needle insulin syringes, because I don't even like the ones I have too so...

  • I think my syringes also waste a lot, I'll probably buy some different ones

  • 12 weeks, 13 injections. The amount of liquid in my vial is going down, but it was a lot more than I expected, well, that's normal I guess but it kinda makes me anxious about getting another one.

  • So, a pipeline?

  • If only being vegan gave people super powers...

  • It does. But I just edited my Pokémon over to the old save and I'll just play the end of the main story again

  • I am sad. I think I fucked my legends z-a save. The DLC missions are gone, probably because I had some problems with the emulator and opened the game without the dlc after starting the missions. I put the dlc back on and nothing happened. So I'm just locked out of the DLC content.

    I have an older save from like 8 days ago, but like, uh I kinda had idk, 20 hours of gameplay or something. Maybe I'll just pkhex all the pokemons I caught onto the older save, because most of the time was spent completing the pokedex anyway, so I'll have almos everything except the missions I had done.

  • I bought trans colored monster cans (1 white, 1 pink, 1 blue), that counts as coming out right?

  • Omg that's so me

  • I don't really care about it, honestly. It's just funny to pretend that the feminine looking male pokémon is trans

  • It works, it takes time and it's hard but I was able to make some progress with some half-assed practice, so as you get better it won't feel as bad. Keep that in mind, any practice gets you closer

  • I captured a gardevoir and she's a trans girl. I only have girls in my team, if the pokémon follow me they're girls, I don't care what the game says, even the "male" alolan raichu is a girl

  • Wtf, that's hella scary

  • I've been super emotional this week. Crying, or wanting to cry almost non-stop. Is this normal, or is there something wrong with me? Is this just my depression acting up + estrogen making me cry like a baby?

    There's no specific reason, I'm just sad in general. Also probably because I got the money I saved up ran out and I have no hopes of building up any income soon...

  • This is the longest time I've been this depressed. Really struggling right now

  • I had supportive friends but I think I'm just too depressed and shitty for anyone to want to be around.

    I think that's just depression speaking. You might be pushing people off or just avoiding them because you think they don't want you around. I'm sure you are a nice person and a lot of people would be lucky to have you as a friend.

    Also, a lot of my supportive friends are cis, except they're all communists so maybe there is some bias about that. But my point is, you might be in a place where people are fucking awful. I hope you can find a better place to live.

  • I'm taking fluoxetine (an SSRI). I'm really not sure if it helped me much. But I started it right before HRT, so idk which emotional effects are from which.

  • I feel you quite a bit

    For me it's mostly the work thing. If I had an okay job with accepting people that was enough for me to live on my own comfortably, then I'd be okay.

    I hope you can find supportive friends, that makes so much of a difference, they make me feel like anyone who does not respect me doesn't matter and I love them for it. That's probably the only reason why being trans doesn't make me even more depressed.

    Of course, I am still dysphoric and have to deal with that too, but having some support makes it much more bearable.

  • traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns @hexbear.net
    Locked

    Trans Megathread from January 19th, 2025 to January 25th, 2026

  • traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns @hexbear.net
    Locked

    The Raven - Trans Megathread from November 10th, 2025 to November 16th, 2025

  • badposting @hexbear.net

    Bit Idea: Talking about Hexbear with your therapist

  • Chapotraphouse @hexbear.net

    Ok, this is ridiculous, it takes up the whole screen

  • vegan @hexbear.net

    How do you supplement b12?

  • Internationale @hexbear.net

    Cade os falantes de português daqui?

  • Chapotraphouse @hexbear.net

    I hate that my parents are the biggest chuds ever