Alisu [she/her, they/them]

I draw stuff and do book design

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Cake day: August 20th, 2023

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  • ranting about my parents again

    Like everytime I wanna do something cool, like rip some shorts to make them more femme, or anything that would be appealing to me in a way to ease up the dysphoria, I am stopped by the thought of “what will my parents think/do when they discover/see this?”

    I just feel like I can’t be me, really… I think I need to spell it out for them while crying or something. They seem like the type of people who won’t understand me.

    It’s so jarring though, I have good moments with my parents a lot of the time, I don’t actually hate them, but they make me hate the fact that they are chud Christian ignorant transphobes so muuuuuuch. I even tried to talk to my mom 2 times and she’s pretending nothing happened TWICE. Idk what to do anymore…



  • I had this idea of researching scientifically about trans things and actually trying to make cool content out of it, like maybe in video format or in written form? But idk, sounds like a lot, I want organize a lot of info and content about how the human body works and explain things related to being trans, investigate claims, find sources and try to put together some useful info.

    Maybe I would start with explaining hormones in general, then more specific stuff, like how having high E supresses T in more detail and stuff like that, then move on to other things and tangential topics.