I fucking missed my appointment for depression 2 hours ago because I was tired and I slept through it and now I feel even more depressed... :(

Edit: Okay so I just spent 45 minutes on the phone and finally got it reschedulled for NEXT friday afternoon...

Yay, now I have to deal with 10 more days of suffering until maybe I get some antidepressants 🫠

Also, that whole time, I was so anxious about accidentally tapping the big red END CALL button... I hate how phones are designed, why can't be be a "slide to end call" thing? I hate this that you could accidentally touch the end call and fuck it up.