It's so weird that if you do find the will to live... you suddently start worrying about randomly dying of accidents before you finish what you want to do first...

I wanna finish my memoir before I die... don't wanna like die from a random car accident... that'd be lame as fuck...

Or worse yet, getting like amnesia or something...

So the universe is trolling. Either you have suicidal thoughts or you have death anxiety... 🫠