all stimulants in my country are banned completly, there VERYYY massive risk getting arrwsted even for bupropion
any non-stimulant which actually work also banned either very very very very controlled
only fcking atomoxetine for insane amount of money
That sucks, I’m sorry.
hehehe moderating mood helps
also my sensory shit distract on muscle tension sooo much
i literally sayed that to my psych - “it looks normal!” but it getting me insanely feel bad hehe
tried scheme
- mention TMJ problem to get muscle relaxant
- stupid psych sent me to orthodentist
- orthodentist confirmed said muscle relaxants
- sent message to stupid psych
- get fucking tolperisone recommendation aka very expensive underresearched east bloc shit, when i saw the message i wanted say “fuck you” to psych but instead listened
- get much much worse for days after one pill
- said is shit and psych send me to neurologist (dumb) im not billionaire paying for another stupid neurologist and the free one has major waitlists since i still on pediatrican care until 18
- self medicate again using tizanidine which i wanted from the start (hopefully i got it w/o prescribtion)
- holy its cheap and worked from one pill after some hours!!!
- continued, feeling aaa looooot more comfy in own skin less distracted and happy!
the fun that similar structure clonidine can be used for ADHD stuff
russia is asshole which thinks ADHD is western fake disease, which only possible in childhood and doesnt have in adults etc etc
all stimulative, dopaminergenic meds are banned either very very very strong controlled
okay i can live with this but is teeeeerrible, the worst is education/work/exams, and here im insanely “dumb” in other ppl view , basically i dont think i do united govr exam, next year, then college/uni will be much more awful for me i cant i cant just cant i hate society made for NTs, work? low paid maybe possible
more worst is unability to get out from this asshole country
russia is asshole
Yes. We know.
vpn to buy vpn
vpn to open website which doesnt work to get access denied message bacause hostings IPs are blacklisted often
Probably not worth it to get in so much trouble.
Damn. That’s rough. I did 41 years not knowing what was wrong with me. I can’t imagine knowing at a young age and not being able to do anything about it. We both have failed systems. It’s just wild how differently they’ve failed.
reeeeeeeaaalll, huuuuh for me there a lot of bullying from childhood, weirdness, feeeling of 3rd sort, feeeling veryyyyy disable etc etc etc, trouble understanding ppl, trouble properly socializing with ppl (sometimes pretty failed), trouble in school, delayed development(?) etc etc etc
i am AuDHD soooo huuuuh adhd making tasks terrible, the system, basically there a lot things which i as always forgetting when saying
there doc’s are faschists they usually claiming schizotypal disorder on me(hopeeeeefully it not leaked to psychiatry database i got blank harmless diagnosis in psych ward thank you mom)
but there a correct answer is autism, especially having weirdness from 0 yo
alsoooo hooow stereotypical i am trans girl toooo huuuuuuh but it doesnt make my life harder since i already neurodivergent and hopefully luck to start hrt early
Stupid amounts of caffeine work for me to a degree, but that’s neither sustainable, nor does it what other stimulants do.
Sertraline and Bupropion didn’t really work for me. But your milage may vary.
sertraline shoudnt
bupropion can but lottery huuuuuuh, but https://novayagazeta.ru/articles/2020/02/21/84021-vo-vsem-mire-prinimayut-bupropion-v-rossii-net is insanely dangerous to order substances which banned
by logic russian FSB can mention it at customs then arrive to postal office “normally” then they will ask passport even on inside country packages - voala you get raped by govrenment
caffeine is interesting idea hehehe
Yeah sertraline was for my depression mostly, but getting meds for ADHD did more for my depression than sertraline.
Keep in mind that tolerance for caffeine builds relatively quickly, so it probably won’t work for longer time frames.
At least not without breaks, where withdrawal might suck.
And don’t overdose, do your research first.
Asia or middle east or Russia?
You might be better off trying to find some effective nootropics (though seriously do your research, and accept that they basically wont be perfect replacements, but they may be better than nothing)
Modafinil, Saffron Extract, and Noopept are the three that I would say have been the closest to my actual ADHD meds for me (taken individually, not together).
Huperazine A, can also be useful for some people.
But yeah actual meds can are gold standard, Atomoxetine can be life changing for some people so don’t right it off entirely, but it does suck that its expensive.
waow right russia, hmmm i think phenibut can help but assholes made it prescribtion but hopefully is simple prescribtion, it low toxicitity
logically it can increase dopamine activity
hmmmmm seeems like piracetam is w/o prescribtion but idk how good it is
i also take SSRI (sertraline) idk seems placebo for me, but there possibility that i get wkrse if get off basically psychomeds didnt help me at all (i was on lurasidone/valproate before, dumb psyches tried schizophrenia treatment because i trans, but hopefully i get out from this and IT A LOOOOOOOOT MUCH MORE BETTER), hrt is basically made me happy again and even feel better than in childhood, also did much better for ADHD stuff and social interactions, and EMOOOTIONS
Have you tried nicotine? There are some studies that show positive effects for people with ADHD. Obviously it’s addictive and you shouldn’t take up smoking, but maybe try a patch or gum and see how it goes.
Combine with the caffeine others suggest. You’ve now joined a ton of people that need a cigarette and coffee (or other delivery methods) before starting work every day.
yuh i had this idea w patches