• hex_m_hell@slrpnk.net
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    8 months ago

    I spent a lot of my life being the second, where my coping mechanism was drinking, after which I became the first.

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      8 months ago

      Oh hell yeah, substance use is written all over the latter but even the fuck it lmao persona will hit the neurotypical brick wall from time to time. I’d still put all my chips on lmao and spin the wheel. 47 years of second guessing myself is enough.