Im not gonna do it. If I didnt have a support network and family though, Id be feeling it.
struggling to cope with both micro and macro …sadness in humanity.
Im tired of coping today. Im crying every 15 mins.
I did go to my art therapy group this morning, and felt a little better. Only to come on here and see… what my country is doing.
Being human is a curse.
gonna go to my dr appt in a minute, and then make my favorite leek soup, or ask my husband to handle dinner so I can be a puddle on the floor.
Nearly 40 years on this earth. Today, feels like too much.

saw this earlier and it spoke to me. Lets see what happens out of spite
I wish that were me, but I don’t bloom. And even if I do, I’ll be the last to know.
here here! fine yeah, this is about it. Resting today, but we never quit!