I fucking love you and hope you thrive <3

I’ve got what seems like CPTSD which causes me to go from a wonderful day to reliving the past and feeling like life is horrible, just as I did pretransition.

I’m also autistic, which could (but hasn’t for me) be combined with the “so called trans people are confused narrative” for people to think I’m just so gullible I feel for being transed. Luckily I’ve not experienced that, but seeing how the US is going, I think that risk is increasing. I just want autonomy and for my decisions to not be delegitimized.

Politics in general is just rough for mental health because I don’t know when next they’re gonna make it harder for me to get my life-saving treatment. I already experienced about a week off my meds earlier this year because laws changed and I had to scramble to reschedule stuff, and that was still the worst I’ve felt this year.

Number = IEEE-754 double precision float, which includes NaN, so it makes sense

Could definitely be worse for latency in particular cases, but if we imagine a write heavy workload it still might win. Writing a byte/word basically has to do the same thing: read, modify write of cache lines, it just doesn’t confuse the dependency tracking quite as much. So rather than stalling on a read, I think that would end up stalling on store buffers. Writing to bits usually means less memory, and thus less memory to read in that read-modify-write part, so it might still be faster.

A lot of times using less memory is actually better for performance because the main bottleneck is memory bandwidth or latency.

100 billion transistors

High functioning is the autism version of “one of the good ones”

Many cis women have been getting shit for that sort of thing forever. Women will never be woman enough until they 100% fit into what the patriarchy says they should be, voice mannerisms included.

You’re a real woman, and these people will never take that from you 🫂

Probably also a cultural thing, have you heard Irish people? I’m sure the “manly speech” guy would say Irish women also speak manly.

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My immediate family is supportive, extended family I think is but I don’t see them much. My mom specifically told me she’s noticed I seem truly happy for the first time in my life.

DEI or die in action again.

I don’t even live near any of my relatives, and anyone I would help would be about as related to me as any other human (so, not related). Perhaps in another time period I would’ve helped my tribe, but that is not the society I live in today.

Not that it really matters here, because I have no obligation to help genes.

I don’t try to propagate my genes ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

They seem to be focusing on CO2. Trees in cities are going to capture a negligible amount of CO2 and for relatively high cost versus doing things outside a city. The point of trees in cities is shade and looking nice (good for mental health). Liquid trees solve neither of those.

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I’m drunk on autism :3

No need to pretend when you have willing strangers here. Goooood girl! :3

Why not? Gatekeeping personal stuff is, as a general rule, bad. So you do what you want, and that’s awesome <3

To me, namespaces = containers. I don’t know much about OCI, I only know how namespaces work.