Sorry you are having hard times... makes me think of being young and having a hard time figuring it all out myself. I am a generally normal man but when I was young I didn't know what I felt. IDK if you are in the same boat I was
I didn't know if I was gay until the day I kissed a boy. We were about the same age as you and it was one of those "well that question is answered, not gay". I am always thankful for that memory.
In my world, there are plenty of people like you in daily life. So much so that it doesn't even register most of the time. Washington State is a world away from Ohio it seems.
I always truly felt that Dan Savages message "it gets better" is a truism. I knew a lot of people that left their world and came to Seattle because it was where it got better for them.
if you arn't gay then it doesn't matter either. There are so many women that I personally know that would prefer a feminine guy over a jock beefcake meathead
I hope you know, it does get better. But it might mean you need to leave that old life behind to start a new one in an environment that will welcome you.
I remember feeling grossed out or disgusted by fat people and one time someone said something wondering what gay people do in private. I distinctly remember thinking, WTF dude like I don't like fat people but I am not thinking about their sex lives. They arn't destroying society and if they are happy then who cares? My opinion is meaningless to this.
bigotry is bigotry and that helped me find my line internally.
anyways, you are always welcome to sit by me and I would welcome a conversation with you
but it would have to happen outside of Ohio because I am probably not going there :P
one of my favorite quotes from the director David Lynch "fix your hearts or die". I think the ugly masculinity that you have had to face should have to face their hearts
I read this, and its in English so I know it makes sense... but I have no idea what is going on expect that someone was pissed off about something from Facebook and it caused a riot?
I almost bought one of these Subaru's used in 1995 but I went with a Hyundai Excel. The Excel got me across the country a few times and its final straw was the fuel filter and the bolt that holds the shift knob in place. But I drove that car across the country multiple times and it was reliable until the end.
The fuel filter was halfway down the engine block next to the firewall, I just couldn't do it myself and I had the funds for a new car so I said goodbye to that old workhorse. I always wondered if the Subaru would have done better...
I think of many one-hit-wonders but the Spacehog song "In the Meantime" is what I will refer to here. I really liked it on the radio when it first dropped. Got the album and was not at all excited about the rest of the songs. Come time, they dropped a new album and of course I had to try again but it didn't even have one song that I really cared for. I sat on the CD for a while and gave them a listen every so often, because that one song is sooo good! maybe I was just not giving the rest of the songs a chance. Yeah no. I listed to their 3rd album before buying it and was content to just listen to one of their songs. Its always in my mix and I love to hear it. But thats the only song of theirs that I like.
IDK but I don't have kids or horses. Kids seem to be the easier choice because after a little time they take care of themselves. Horses can live for 20 or more years and you have to take care of them every fucking day (my sister has three, she also has 4 kids but their all adults now).
It really just comes down to if you want children or not. Don't let the horse be an excuse.
Gawker didn't like that he was a closet gay man using his wealth as a weapon against the LGBT community, so they outed him. He had problems trying to sue them because they didn't report anything false. When the Hogan tape was leaked, it was considered revenge porn so, Thiels used the wealth to get the revenge on Gawker
while I have little sympathy for them if the accusations are true, cutting all those people at the same time is just stupid and dangerous. Hopefully there's still people around the know how the systems work...
Sorry you are having hard times... makes me think of being young and having a hard time figuring it all out myself. I am a generally normal man but when I was young I didn't know what I felt. IDK if you are in the same boat I was
I didn't know if I was gay until the day I kissed a boy. We were about the same age as you and it was one of those "well that question is answered, not gay". I am always thankful for that memory.
In my world, there are plenty of people like you in daily life. So much so that it doesn't even register most of the time. Washington State is a world away from Ohio it seems.
I always truly felt that Dan Savages message "it gets better" is a truism. I knew a lot of people that left their world and came to Seattle because it was where it got better for them.
if you arn't gay then it doesn't matter either. There are so many women that I personally know that would prefer a feminine guy over a jock beefcake meathead
I hope you know, it does get better. But it might mean you need to leave that old life behind to start a new one in an environment that will welcome you.
I remember feeling grossed out or disgusted by fat people and one time someone said something wondering what gay people do in private. I distinctly remember thinking, WTF dude like I don't like fat people but I am not thinking about their sex lives. They arn't destroying society and if they are happy then who cares? My opinion is meaningless to this.
bigotry is bigotry and that helped me find my line internally.
anyways, you are always welcome to sit by me and I would welcome a conversation with you
but it would have to happen outside of Ohio because I am probably not going there :P
one of my favorite quotes from the director David Lynch "fix your hearts or die". I think the ugly masculinity that you have had to face should have to face their hearts