Thank you for taking the time to write that. Luckily, I received a response and am waiting for the next steps. Ofc, I am not waiting for complete alignment, itself is a denial of the Marxist-Leninism way of organising. As Lenin said, when recognising the mistakes of R.Luxembourg and Bebel, while acknowledging they were great communists. ’ It happens that eagles descend lower than chickens, but the latter never rise as the former.’

That said, I would be violating myself if engaging in anything that resembles the II International and, extrapolating a bit, the beast it gave birth to: the so-called Eurocommunism. Social-democrat parties today* are… well, liberals in essence. Not happening, more harm than good.

*I am talking about the reality of my country, one that has nothing that resembles Marxism-Leninism that has formal representation. … well, I can’t even find the appropriate label to the ‘’‘left’‘’ we have here.

I need that, but I can’t find it. I emailed the so-called Marxist-Leninist parties around and got no answer. That is why I joined this site.

Well, recently I have been feeling deeply discredited. The thing that makes me mad is that whenever a discussion pops up, even with a friend, I give my best reasoning with a dialectical approach, only to hear back: nothing or some rationalisation, often very counter-revolutionary. Lately, the subject that disturbs me the most is that to me it is as clear as water that the Capitalists are taking advantage of a ‘pseudo-left’ that could not get rid of its Christian, petit-bourgeois view of the world, using the legitimate topic of minority visibility. My point is always the same, and it is straightforward: some roles are to be destroyed, not occupied by others under the ‘visibility’ rationale. It is very harsh to see people who self-claim they are leftists who attach an inherent virtue to minorities in the sense that if they join the bourgeois status quo, they will make a difference because they have suffered in their lives. Well, this is not backed up by reality. Indeed, the Capitalists already noticed that promoting this agenda is a win-win: they ‘wash’ their image while ditching class consciousness. But needless to say, I am labelled as an oppressor who does not want to see minorities occupying places. They totally ignore the fact that I am clearly saying: these places should not exist. And please note, I am not talking about social rights, equity, or visibility —anything that can promote higher self-esteem for those who feel invisible or worthless. I mean, Churchill could have been a woman. Indeed, much of his legacy was alive, personified by a woman whose funeral was well… a spectacle, as if the world was losing someone who deserved nothing but disdain from a communist.

Yes. The bourgeois psychiatry labelled me as autistic because of that, along with other labels, such as cognitive rigidity and all that has its roots in my suffering from excessive lucidity on seeing a world full of sickness and double standards.ou can

What you can do if it is allergic indeed:

• avoid too hot showers
• flush your sinuses with nasal irrigation devices

hope this helps