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Cake day: September 8th, 2023

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  • For me it is not about documenting my life at all. It is about processing very strong emotions (negative, positive, neutral?) that I can’t move on from.

    Here are all entries in my diary:

    2025-07 The Pornhub Hoody
    2025-01 Debating K
    2024-10 The criteria
    2024-10 No Encounter
    2024-10 A Pawn in their game
    2024-08 What a Wash
    2024-03 S The Aftermath
    2021-06 T admiration 
    

    Note the names are abbreviated with just a letter in the entry itself too. In the moment it is often too hard for me to write the actual name. I have removed the exact date but I don’t think the titles are too sensitve.

    I review my entries like once a year and it is still very hard to read some of them. I think remembering the past is very importnat. It also shows growth, improvement and development.

    Older ones are sadly lost to time. I think it really helped me improve myself a lot.

    I never force myself to write them. I write them when I feel I have to. It also keeps the number low and the impact high ideal for a yearly review.

    Some have blocks of dated commentary at the end. I never edit existing writing though. Once it is written it is frozen.















  • The Clock Man by Shel Silverstein

    “How much will you pay for an extra day?” The clock man asked the child.

    “Not one penny,” the answer came.

    “For my days are as many as my smiles.”

    “How much will you pay for an extra day?” He asked when the child was grown.

    “Maybe a dollar or maybe less, for I’ve plenty of days of my own.”

    “How much will you pay for an extra day?” He asked when the time came to die.

    “All of the pearls in all of the seas, and all of the stars in the sky.”



  • Actually monero is the only crypto that I consider useful even though it is POW. At least it provides advantages like privacy for its POW. Also there are more and more digital services accepting monero as payment. Bitcoin is POW and gives no value in return. In this regard Etherium is better imo too but still no privacy.

    The main problem with monero is that running a pruned node needs like 80Gb of storage.

    Grin/Mimblewimble might also be cool but I haven’t looked into it too much yet.