pastalicious [he/him, undecided]

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Cake day: July 29th, 2020

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  • Back when I was trying, my system was to open up the Wikipedia pages for every city and town close enough to work at, find links to all their school districts and libraries and universities and city websites. Open every job listing on every site and apply to everything slightly in my wheel house.

    In my experience school and government jobs are less shit than corporate jobs. They pay 30% less but you get treated like a human being. Sometimes the benefits are good… not always.

    I see database and system design listings. It’s shit out there but good luck. Fingers crossed








  • (I’m not very articulate and I’m just doing stream of consciousness so I apologize if this seems incredibly cliched or unhinged) I feel this every time I log on and use a major social media platform. The spectacle exists to waste our time and abstract and obfuscate baseline reality. ‘Online is not real life’ but they got so much of the west to buy into it by pushing journalists throughout the 2010s to embrace Twitter. My friend was given quotas by her editor for how many times she should tweet per day. It was done with eye rolling condescension at the beginning but she quickly bought in. Culture war shit does the same thing. You can make a difference online; change some minds. (I feel like this spectacle of ideological clashing was where right wing personalities flipped and won the youth… it has the same energy we all had back when Jack Thompson was the most hated person on the internet; we had a battle and we were righteous in being trolls). Doxxing extends its tendrils into the real world. People getting jobs because of their online presence. All of this makes you feel as though online has a real gravity and importance to it. But online is not real life, it’s a mediated space. It trains people to exorcise their frustrations via online simulated activism in the form of posting. It’s like watching Schindlers List and feeling like you’re good because you recognize the moral in the movie… and then never actually fighting for any justice in real life… except the simulation online convinces you even more that you ARE fighting for justice. It trains people to use anodyne language like unalive. Importantly, online is a totally flat reality. Death and logging off look exactly the same to online, it’s just an account that no longer posts. So posting is proof of life. Money controls online more than it can ever control real life so money has an enhanced control over everyone there. And almost every platform quantifies ‘engagement’ as a spectacle for all to see, so we consciously or subconsciously train ourselves to get those numbers up. We maximize our activity for what will get upvotes and retweets and turn everyone into audience and performer. (This feels particularly prevalent on the large platforms. You’re tweeting for the imagined millions of people you don’t know. On smaller discords and places like hexbear we at least know eachother and have more of a peer relationship.)

    Everyone wants to log off and ditch the smartphone, so they must all feel this too. I don’t know what solutions exist once we log off, but it does seem like leaving the major platforms is the only way to avoid having all our revolutionary energy siphoned off, and the only way to build the actual relationships that we will need to affect anything. End of rant.









  • Thing is, DSA had like 7,000 members throughout then 90s, 00s and early 10s. Since then elections that put socialism front and center have driven those numbers up above 70,000. I can say the chapter near me hasn’t spent any energy on elections this year, instead focusing on buying and forgiving medical debt and putting people on a picket line so local workers didn’t have to be there for 72 hours straight without any breaks. The fact that the primary was covered so widely and people were clapping for an avowed socialist is not nothing. But we should still temper our expectations.