If you take estrogen as pills, don't swallow them. Out then under your upper lip or undr tounge and let them dissolve. The stomach destroys 80+% of estrogen
Even when he moves out, stay here for him. I kept myself alive with "mom would be sad" for a long long time, and everything seemed so bleak, but eventually the tides turned. I did also get a cat and she helped too
I can highly recommend using the feeld app to meat people who actually care about you and want you on a level higher than just a sexual urge. I haven't touched grinder in years. Most of my queer friends I've met on the feeld app.
Hang in there, life does get better. It might take a while but it cannot continue to be bad forever<3
Damn, that made me feel things. The bad days comes once in a while