I appreciate a lot of the suggestions here, but many aren't really getting to what I'm looking for. I want an activity I can do indoors at home...one that starts with sort of aggressive movements and then can morph into something more controlled, and something that is mentally engaging enough.
So kneading and beating the shit out of dough sounds pretty smart lol.
Wow yeah sounds like you are in a decent spot for things headache wise if they get their whole floor. Still, I get it's difficult to do all of that. You are kind to be understanding enough of giving him as much time as possible. :)
My job is working their way toward firing me. And everyone there was manipulated into disliking me with this scenario. My very best friend in the whole world no longer wishes to be my friend.
Suffice to say I climbed to the top of the parking garage at work the other day and thought about jumping off for over an hour.
But since then...I have had so much more support outside of work than I could have ever imagined. People do like me. And they used to like me at work too. I've always been a hermit and had difficulty socializing. So my support network might not look the same as others....as it's mostly online.
My mental health providers stepped in and gave me urgent appointments when I needed them. Sure, I pay them, but they seem to care. And they are helping me and supporting me. You can care about what you do and still be paid for it.
The wound is still very fresh and it will leave a humongous scar. But I think I can make it through.
There is just something I have started telling myself. I have absolutely never believed this in my entire life until I had to defend myself against what was said about me.
I am not selfish. I am kind. I work hard. I am good at my job. I am a good friend. I would do anything to help those who I care about. I am a human being. I have real feelings. And I am not going to let them make me feel bad about myself anymore.
Wow update my company is threatening termination and it alienated my best friend from me! I want to fucking kill myself now!
Just when you think it can never get worse, it always does!
Don't worry though, I thought about it earlier and went to the top of a parking garage but I didn't jump off and one of my old coworkers is going to see me tonight.
Well trust me I know that everyone's issues are absolutely real. I have like a zillion myself and just got a disciplinary action at work for having a mental breakdown lol (seems kind of a cruel punishment but ok). But I think people posting here are in here for a reason....not because they have a savior complex to help us shitheads...but because they have issues too. So they post this sort of stuff to try to help both others and themselves. Idk if what I'm trying to say makes sense.
Just by realizing this and making this comment honestly says a lot about you. A lot of good, that is. I'm rooting for you, OP, and I hope you eventually find a healthy relationship. :)
This is an absolutely gorgeous view! I hope you do your fair share of gazing off into the horizon with a hot cup of coffee/hot chocolate/beverage of your choice!
There is a network of hospitals where I grew up that have the company name "Ascension".
I always thought that was an incredibly poor choice of naming convention for a hospital. Who wants to go to the hospital to ascend?? Bitch I want to keep living, not "ascend" at your hospital!!
In a sick way I almost like that whenever a motivational pic is posted that there is usually a negative response in the comments. We are all a depressed, pessimistic bunch, aren't we? Lol!
Hey man at least the butterfly goes out fabulous lol
Idk...they were still doing this shit plenty pre-pandemic. Disney is notorious for it and it has bothered me to no end. I refuse to watch any of their continual releases of abominations of older great films.
Lol this one actually sounds pretty smart.
I appreciate a lot of the suggestions here, but many aren't really getting to what I'm looking for. I want an activity I can do indoors at home...one that starts with sort of aggressive movements and then can morph into something more controlled, and something that is mentally engaging enough.
So kneading and beating the shit out of dough sounds pretty smart lol.