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darkishgrey

@ darkishgrey @lemmy.world

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  • When do the grief nightmares stop?

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  • This was a very comforting reply for me, because I understand it. I honestly can't say that my mom and I were extremely close, or that she was my best friend, or that we even liked each other at times. But she was my mom, and there was love and good memories there, however sporadic.

    It's complicated, isn't it?

    Thank you for the reassurance that it does get better, and for offering to lend an ear. That's incredibly kind of you, and I'm very grateful.

  • When do the grief nightmares stop?

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  • I'm very sorry for your loss, but I'm so glad you had that comfort come to you in a dream.

    I actually did have a single good dream about her, the Friday after she passed. Two of the biggest questions on my mind in her final hours were "does she know she's struggling?" And "is she scared?" And I was able to ask her both of those in the dream. The answers were beautiful and comforting, and I'm trying very hard to hold onto that dream.

    Thank you for your kind words. I will try to be gentle with myself.

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  • I'm definitely experiencing the waves. I haven't felt any big emotions in over a week and then today they hit me like a train because a stranger that knew her said something nice about her. I do fully expect that to keep happening, though, and I've made peace with it.

    I hadn't considered listening to grief podcasts. It hadn't even occured to me they existed, actually lol. I will definitely look into that - thank you very much for the suggestion. If you have any recommendations on which ones to dive into, I would greatly appreciate it.

  • When do the grief nightmares stop?

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  • Thank you so much for the words of encouragement, and for the reassurance. I appreciate it so much.

  • When do the grief nightmares stop?

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  • That seems like very sound, proactive advice. I feel like I've been caught in a sort of stasis since she passed. I go to work, I come home. The only variation has been when I need to go to the store.

    My husband and I are planning on going back to the gym soon, and I am scheduled for a D&D session next weekend. Writing with some friends is really my only hobby, and I haven't been doing that, so I will try to get back into it. Because you're right. Sitting in the grief with nothing to do or look forward to hasn't helped so far, so it's time to try something new.

    I thank you, truly.

  • When do the grief nightmares stop?

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  • I'm going to save this and keep it as a reminder. Thank you so much.

  • When do the grief nightmares stop?

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  • I never considered that. I've used hypnosis before and it did help. I may look to see if I can find something online. Thank you.

  • When do the grief nightmares stop?

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  • It really does. I'm trying to navigate it as best I can, and I do have a support system, so I have that going for me.

  • When do the grief nightmares stop?

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  • Thank you, friend. I genuinely appreciate that.

  • Ask Lemmy @lemmy.world
    darkishgrey @lemmy.world

    When do the grief nightmares stop?

  • What makes you happy?

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  • Writing with my friends, learning languages, and catching new hyperfixations.

  • word

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  • In no particular order -

    Lance, lanced, band, anal, dance, clad, ace, aced, blade, bland, can, cane, caned, clan, lace, laced, banal, able, bale, blend, clean, dean, Dane, land, bled, bead, bed, bade, deal, lead, led, end, lend, lean, den, bane, and, cable, bend, a, an.

    If names are allowed, Alan, Neal, Deb, Lana.

  • Manic Stew

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  • Anxiety Croissant

  • Leaked plans show Pentagon eyeing Louisiana to deploy national guard

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  • You leave Tchoupitoulas out of this.

  • What was your last “impulse buy” and was it worth it?

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  • I bought one of those inflatable raft things that you can fill with water and lounge in (it has an inflatable pillow and cup holders!) and it's still in the box. I bought it in early June and then got very, very sick and by the time I felt better, I just...forgot about it.

  • How often do you laugh at your own thoughts?

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  • I write as a hobby and am constantly thinking about my character and things he can say or do. A lot of it is funny, at least to me. So, I'll either laugh, or I (apparently) have a very specific smile that I do, because my husband can always clock when I've had a particularly good thought.

  • A fair punishment for the obscene hoarding of wealth

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  • But Hell is eternal. 9 million years or 15 million years is barely a drop in the infinite bucket.

  • What's a phrase or saying that you learned from your parents that you don't hear others saying?

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  • Not my "parents", but my Grandpa. When he wasn't feeling well, he would say, "Feels like I've been shot at and missed, shit at and hit."

  • Who is a fictional character you have (or had) a crush on?

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  • Darkness from Legend was the first crush I can remember having.

  • Be honest whose actually working today and who is goofing off

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  • I work for my inlaws in a very small shop. We're taking all of next week off, so I hustled all morning to get work done. Now that it's after lunch, I will be coasting and doing the absolute bare minimum.