I appreciate the sentiment that tomorrow will come and that as long as there's the will-power to live and the ecosystem that we will be 'alright'. But ...
The message sits wrong with me...Because as someone who hasn't been treated for far too long, it bit me in the most unexpected time. Mostly everything else was okay, professionally I was doing great (even throughout troubling times) but socially I was stunted as a high schooler. I had to put myself aside to get to a stable situation. Work and study for work was basically my life.
I slept on my problems and eventually forgot all about them. And now that I want to make social bonds, I can see how much of a mess I really am.
I'm Asian. If I do anything well in life it's because of privilege not because I worked 2 jobs while attending community college schooling and doing nothing else for myself other than to be at a better place. My effort feels completely and utterly dismissed by some of these people. They refuse to acknowledge my effort at all and instead they keep trying to dig deeper to find reasons why I'm "privileged".
I have multiple languages on gboard...If you're too slow with the swipe it will open up the language selection menu. There are a total of three buttons to switch languages
I'm not the person you have been responding to but thank you for the resources, I'll be checking them out as well.