U sure ur fem?
I went through a similar phase, and I kind of decided that I like my expression to be more gender neutral, but I still really enjoy certain frilly feminine things. I just don't wear them that much, or at all.
Maybe I'm more like you, but I'm just deeper in the hole of denial. 😅
Rendering is not what you are doing server side.
Servers would just be checking to make sure a player can actually do something and if they can't don't let the client do it. Then any changes made client side would only affect the player making the changes.
It boggles my mind Riot would rather use a hacky method like kernel level anti-cheat instead of just having the servers mirror the game logic and confirm everything. Its all about saving money at our expense.