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ashinadash [she/her]

@ ashinadash @hexbear.net

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Decaying corpse animated by gay thoughts and too many painkillers

Highly obnoxious, very autistic, weirdly asexual, rabidly gender accelerationist, ask me about my weird interests

I talk way, way too fucking much.

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    Faye Schulman - New General Megathread for the 25th-27th of November 2024

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  • Is nostalgia a neurotypical thing?

    No, duh, that'd be fuckin stupid. What I mean is that I am watching zoomers of my generation make videoslop about being nostalgic for whatever was popular or considered good in like 1997, that they engaged with as kids, and I'm just not gettin it.

    I know videogames are cringe but it's a prime example: sloptube channel A Fish's Paradise just dropped an hourlong monster video about "N64 nostalgia" broadly, and it confuses me greatly. As a kid I had a hand-me-down Super Nintendo, and then an N64, and then an Xbox. I had N64 stuff like Mario Kart 64, Ocarina of Time, Banjo Kazooie, Smash Bros, and a couple of other ones, (War Gods lol) but I barely have a fondness for any of them. In fact collectathon platformers are a scourge =)

    Am I supposed to have fondness for media things I grew up with as a kid? Sincerely. The music of the 2000s was atrocious as well, for example, like it's weird watching people pine for the glory days of Hoobastank or Green Day or whatever. I actually don't get it, and I feel weird.

  • What word or term annonys you?

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  • Dork cissie in SHAMBLES after conflating "cis" (gender matches that assigned at birth) and "straight" (attracted to the 'opposite' binary gender) to whine about how they are the DEFAULT and so the term annoys them.

  • Wetʼsuwetʼen Nation - New General Megathread for the 21st-22nd of October 2024

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  • "You do start to understand why Lenin and Stalin just shot everybody."

  • Trans Megathread for the Week of 10/14 to 10/20

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  • ULYSSEST TYPE POST ALERT, EMOTE CITY

    Glad you said this, absolutely based. Soak in that silence.

  • Trans Megathread for the Week of 10/14 to 10/20

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  • I can never tell why I get quizzical glances from people in public? Is it that I'm anxious and socially awkward looking and they're concerned for me?

    Oh god oh fuck, uh I just try not to worry about it, if I am feeling nice I smile, if I am feeling confrontational I stare. There's no knowing how or why people stare, but I don't think most people (or maybe anyone) stare with that intent, Idk. Fuckin people...

    My cool(ish) queer relative I went with is sweet and supportive overall but I still get a mix of name/deadname and a random D3 roll on pronouns of he/they/she and it's maddening sometimes

    well I've known you as (deadname) since you were a baby!"

    Big "ish", like I know I have this baseball bat but I just want to talk to 'em...

    I hate this too, I fought people over shit like this. You deserve better treatment and more respect than that at the least.

  • Trans Megathread for the Week of 10/14 to 10/20

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  • something about seeing how much of a Normal Woman(Trans) she seemed like made me extremely self conscious and feel incredibly grotesque and meltdown internally with "oh god why did I stay in denial so long, why didn't I come out in my teens and transition young, I'm doomed, etc"

    This is why I'm always trying to be both visible and abnormal. I assume I don't have to tell you that "normal woman" is not the only and ideal goal, but I hope you don't always frel "grotesque" by comparison...

  • Update regarding Hexbear's misogyny problem - planned actions and request for feedback

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  • I'd assume the food is better, lmao. Highschool foods...

  • Update regarding Hexbear's misogyny problem - planned actions and request for feedback

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  • The men yearn for the re-education camps!!

  • Update regarding Hexbear's misogyny problem - planned actions and request for feedback

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  • a significant failure in empathising with women and others marginalised by patriarchy, and understanding how the violence of patriarchy affects our existence.

    I wish I could be shocked by this

  • Merry 9/11 and Happy Holidays - New General Megathread for the 11th-13th of September 2024

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  • Idk if there's a more painful feeling than typing something into like 20 different pirate sites and seeing "no results" every fucking time

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    Permanently Deleted

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  • I bought the lil dumbbells finally. I am gonna post in the self improvement thread someday.

  • Bad feel: when you realise (only because someone notified you) that a thing people were doing seemingly randomly, was actually a big important social cue

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  • I can smile when laughing or w/e but cannot make it happen naturally. If somethin makes me happy or whatever it works great, otherwise no lmao.

  • Bad feel: when you realise (only because someone notified you) that a thing people were doing seemingly randomly, was actually a big important social cue

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  • No :3

    Breaking the social norm is usually based. This one requies a facial expression I can't really make...

  • John Maclean - New General Megathread for the 23th-25th of August 2024

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  • and fixing the metadata,

    Based.

  • Significant Hezbollah military retaliation to Israeli aggression

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  • Iran is not very axisofresistancepilled lately, making everyone wait on their new resisting western imperialist aggression arc. Certifiably not retaliationmaxxing.

    sorry but also lol

  • Drunken woman defecated on police officer who tried to put her in handcuffs

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  • Another brtish L...

  • Drunken woman defecated on police officer who tried to put her in handcuffs

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  • Cowardly moderators don't want anyone to know how based this is.

  • 'Spreading of the 100 biggest Lemmy communities'

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  • Hexbuiltdifferent

  • Hexbear in-person meetup

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  • Clicking this post and watching each image draw in slowly like I'm on Netscape Navigator was a deeply nostalgic experience, thank u

  • New rule: if you support transgender people or are trans, please change your username (if your instance allows it) to include your preferred pronouns

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  • Looking at this thread and thinking about the long, laborious work our transgender mods are doing and will have to continue doing to clean this place up

    respect.