Pedophiles rule the world. Think about it. Exploitative power structures are buolt t Cavour sociopathic and abusive behaviour, it's like they're selecting the best groomers to groom humanity!
I think when humanity got to the point where building armies was possible we all got bamboozled by some patriarchs spewing ancestral and fake qanon bullshit to humankind and artificially created (with a lot of bloodshed) the seeds for Patriarchy today.
The patterns of systemic oppression mimic those of psychological abuse, domestic oppressione.
We, as a society, are being constantly groomed into being subservient to our role, to expect our autonomy to be decided by old white men and their servants. Abortion rights are so fought against because the death cult cannot allow us to think for ourselves.
This is no illuminati, no reptilians. These people bleed, and are incompetente. Just like everybody else. But they do excel at manipulation, and that aggregates their memes. There is a minority population that holds power over most of the world. It's not a racial minority, it's not even just an economic minority. It's a cultural minority, the Patriarchy is literally a bunch of ultra rich, ultra pedophiliac white dudes. It's a meme as old as our first buildings, and our innate trust in mankind led us to be manipulated by them.
Conspiratorial? I know, yet like...look as things!
Maybe naturalizing the incapacity for critical thought to be heard is the problem?
"You will be seen as malcontent"
Good. There's no reason to be compliant to cruelty, if 1 person out of 1000 learns something it will be progress. Otherwise we just let the world forget empathy. Empathy, community, love, the things that allowed us to comunicate, to cooperate.
To exist as Human beings, to protect us from the uncaring world.
It is friendship that is the ultimate measure of progress. And friends don't let friends be nazis
But i am panicked about everything, about my brain fog, my incapability of communicating or even wanting to comunicate with people, inability to cope with the world materially and morally crumbling down.
And mostly, panicked about my inability to not feel numb constantly about my panic
I don't know if i have depression, but i starter to get curious about gender dysphoria and many things seem to resonate. Depersonalization and derealization mostly...i know there are comorbidities but it feels like a rouge to investigate
I havent gotten the chance to start efexor yet. Tomorrow ill have it tho.
Also your feedback on weed was helpful, when i start stimulants again i will do my best not to smoke
I have a diagnosis but meds didn't work, possibly because i live a pretty much sheltered life and was never forced into work, i did some jobs but i never lasted more than a year. The last 3 years i spent smoking weed and postponing my waking up. Now i'm trying psychotherapy again and i've been prescribed efexor.
But i feel more hopeless and spent than ever. I can't feel interest nor curiosity about anything. Social interactions are pain, and what's worse is that even with my closest friends it is now like that. I just feel like I'm not interested or capable of conversing with them, cause I feel no interest in any thing anymore....
I mean, it has historical precedents. Elites of all ages were heavily invested in sex trafficking