Bought a cropped black jacket the other day and it turns out I kill in goth fits and I'm kinda obsessed ngl, can't stop thinking about it. I still like my usual style more but it is a very strong look for me
Low dosing is a myth, it'll give you boobs regardless, just slower. Plus being at a low level of both E and T, as someone who has done that (albeit accidentally), feels like shit (so did having high levels of both btw). Boob growth is basically the first physical change too. You can try it and stop before any effects kick in but anything past like 1 week and you'd enter into the boob growth permachange zone (don't listen to anyone who says it's all reversible in the first month, my own boob growth started week 3 and I've known people who started budding at week 2. I believe week 1 is even possible in some cases? Would have to recheck) The point is you'd have breast buds if you tried it on for longer than a week, and imo a week is not really long enough to get a sense beyond maybe the emotional changes, but said emotional changes are more of a dysphoria being alleviated thing; if you don't have some sort of gender incongruence you'd likely feel worse on it, not better.
Went out to a crafts market tonight, was really lovely. Also got genuinely like 20 compliments on my outfit at least. Like 2/3rds of the artists and then a solid couple random people. Even got a free pair of earrings from one specifically because my outfit was so nice. The fashion privilege is real.
Actually now that I think about it this is also like the first public thing I've done in months. Huh. Maybe I should go out more, maybe I could make friends by just being cute..
Taking a break at work atm to nap at my desk, probably going to spend tonight doing laundry which should be cozy today