I use a 20+ year old PDA for notes and other general productivity/organization needs. Distraction free, keeps me off my phone, and a fun conversation piece. Handy for staying on top of my ADHD.
I will encourage ya to try making the effort wherever and whenever you can. Even just five minutes today can save half an hour weeks down the line.
I've a friend from high school whose parents are disabled and struggle with keeping up with the routine chores, and she herself suffers from bad depression and executive dysfunction.
Their house is in such a state now that we'd need to get our entire friend group up there to spend multiple days across multiple weeks to get it cleaned, organized, and fixed up. Flies everywhere, food rotting in the fridges, pet hair and dust everywhere, the works. It'll be doable, but it's gonna be a whole thing we gotta do.
Hope I'm not shaming ya here, I promise that ain't my intent here - just hoping that our situation can inspire somebody else to prevent themselves ending up in the same spot.
Love my ZSN Pro X buds, but unfortunately the adhesive holding em together isn't fantastic. I've had to hit it with solvents on multiple occasions because it'd leaked out melting adhesive.
Let me tell you, pulling your buds out only for them to be sticky is not a fun experience xD
My go to when I'm suicidal is the Downward Spiral by Nine Inch Nails. It's the perfect album when I need to feel okay with not being okay. Also gives my depression a name and a face that I can insult and yell at when my brain is being mean to me.
It's a 512x512 resolution texture in a game from 1998 back when 480p was standard and 320p was still pretty common. It was very important that you saw those breats.
Rare used top of the line super computers for the CGI graphics, SGI machines. The same kinda computers used in the making of Jurassic Park, iirc.