Maybe I’m lacking imagination here, but how exactly would… … “I’m planting landmines on my own land, which would only go off if someone decides to invade” NOT be defence?
Similar story, started at 24, bout a year ago. Only just managed to find the best dose. Oh how small the world seemed before.
Sorry dude that sounds rough. I was thankfully provided transport, but I was also subjected to a long lecture on why I “don’t want to be on medication”.
I’m shocked. Shocked! Well not that shocked.