I think I should stick to less supernatural means of acquiring a GF

idk, weird visions sound like a once in a transition sort of thing and idk if theirs would be one that says “you should ask estradoll out”. i’d be immensely flattered if that were the case though

I would say Yuan dynasty but I think that would start a massive argument

tfw to ask someone out you actually have to ask them out instead of thinking about it a bunch and hoping it happens

jesus returning from the dead after 3 days as a trans woman, call that an easter egg

i am about to do some deep gendery fuckery and exploration with my therapist this morning, i will return with my findings shortly

EDIT: EstraDoll’s trans woman to bigender arc is currently about 80% complete

July 10th, 2025

they published this earlier this week and it already got leaked to the public? good lord

(who is this woman for those who don’t know her by face alone?)

trans women will describe themselves like lovecraftian horrors before sending you their selfie and it’s literally just a cute girl

oh lmao, i remember seeing that post for the first time and i was just cackling

my current gender research is trying to push into a new type of gender: He/him straight trans girl. Dangerously gender fucky while also still being nominally and in some ways cishet conforming?

idk, maybe it does? it still sounds funny and i’ve been saying it a ton in my head to make it sound less funny

UWU

V V V V

there is no U in the Latin language, the letter V was used in its place and generally interchangably

mmhmmm, yep

the V sound in Latin is, historically speaking, a more modern invention of Ecclesiastical Latin. The Romans, more commonly spoke the letter V with what we now have as the U sound. Caesar likely would have said it like Weni, Widi, Wiki

okay? where are you going with this?

realistically, the Romans were all calling her “Weenus” and that’s most likely the most authentic way of referring to her

wait wtf why

“noooooooo ur theological basis for the existence of an ancient roman goddess can’t be ur own ass, there are 100% secular explanations for it”

“Venus is real because she gave me a really nice ass and tits off just one year HRT”

did you know you were gonna get fat in the spots girls do?

oh i had no idea that would happen. it certainly wasn’t the #1 reason I wanted to do E 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄

I’d go the other way

??? EGG! EGG! EGG!

egg mom???

Just curious, were you not particularly spiritual before transitioning?

After a lifetime of being an athiest, hitting a real low point with alcoholism a few years ago shifted me into a “idk anything” agnostic, which is what I stayed after transitioning for a bit. After almost a year into it I hit a point to where I started rhetorically “speaking” with Venus which very slowly actually shifted into me asking her until one day I got something that felt like an answer. I just rolled with it from there on and now I got a big shrine to Venus and two smaller ones to other gods in my bedroom. Truthfully, I still can’t get past the “idk shit” agnosticism. There’s still that atheist voice in my head saying that none of this is real, I just ignore it and pray anyway 🤷‍♀️. Venus being real or not, I still managed to kick my drinking problem with her anyway

As for your transition, does it feel like something is stopping you? Very trite and obvious to say but very very few cis people question how cis they are at all, let alone years. Do you have any trans/queer friends at all?

i have no idea what i’m doing but I praise Venus (and more) anyway

fist fights are nothing you can’t fix with a quick trip to the ramen shop after

there are no words to describe just how much i hate liberals