Thank you very much! Sadly those communites are pretty dead. :/
I hate that I got shadowbanned on Reddit only for this reason. Lemmy is too small to vent to a community that has the same mind as you, and now I feel like some trust-person is missing in my life. It's soo dumb and weird, but yeah.. sorry about that dumb question and thanks for the great answer!
What do you mean? I could just kill myself until I'm born into a rich family, that would be awesome!