Comrade, I went through something similar, being Brazilian and all. UJC too.
I took time to invest on myself. I needed to get better, both economically, mentally, academically, you name it. Taking time is not a problem, specially when life happens (or seems to be stuck).
I have some gripes on the Party and their Youth, so I don't believe I'd go back, but I'm not abandoning Marxism-Leninism in any way, shape or form.
I've been following both posts and looking at this stuff from a lot of people. Some IRL communist friends as well. I always have these two gripes (or three, depending on how it's counted)
The final gripe is just a pedantism: please, let's call it image generation. We use AI all the time. Not for LLMs only, but for disease diagnosis, image recognition, text recognition, audio noise suppression, traffic control and so much more. People usually throw the baby out with the bathwater, but it just shows their complete ignorance on the matter.