I love IT and cybersecurity and I've worked in it for years and it has not diminished my love for the hobby. It did make me realize that I hate working in it because it does not actually contain a lot of the things I enjoy and it mostly has corporate BS.
It made me realize that like 95% of the people around me are terrible people and that I live in a continuous internal conflict between what I know to be right and what I have to accept to be part of society.
It honestly sometimes makes me want to not be alive, but I try not to let it.
This is basically all down to the Trump admin, IF the US gets its shit together soon, maybe it will end in just a stupid, fucked up, almost wwiii, and not wwiii.
US people, please fucking do the thing your entire country is built on and riot against tyranny...
You know the taste when the dentist drills or polishes your teeth? That is you powdered teeth and because they are powdered they have a strong enough flavor.
You are a treasure 😘