I feel like I should be good. I dragged myself to D&D on Thursday and then speed dating on Saturday, met a lot of people and had fun.
But as soon as both ended, I just felt hollow. I haven't texted anyone back because I don't think I can do friendships/relationships.
The day of the speed dates I got into an argument with my best friend. I guess I misunderstood something he said so my response made no sense. I thought I was spilling my heart and he just said, "what the fuck are you talking about? How the fuck was that your takeaway?"
And the fight was my fault, I fucked up. I don't think he was unfair. But I feel incoherent and annoying when we talk, and I don't think I want to make any more friends.
I dunno, it just made no sense. If people find out you're an atheist, they don't argue with facts, they argue with morals.
I'm sorry you need to believe in something with zero evidence to be a good person/find beauty in the world/be at peace with yourself/whatever, but I can just do those things anyway. I don't need to convince myself of certain facts for it.
God, same. I've tried searching how to recycle cords and everyone just says "take them to Best Buy", which is the first I heard about Best Buy being an actual brick and mortar store. I've never seen one.
I wish I lived somewhere where recycling cans were ever fivr minutes away 🥲 there's one at my job but it's always full of food
I end up keeping my recyclables in my closet for months because the schedule for the town recycling drop-off doesn't work with my work schedule, so it's, rare to make a trip down there.
I don't actually know! Her microchip says her name is Shirley, but I tried two phone numbers and a physical address and never got in touch with her previous owner. I had been workshopping names for a while but I figure she prefers that one, so she's still Shirley.
Man... This was actually the thing that pushed me to delete Twitter a while back, algorithm error was feeding people gore. I never even saw any of it, but the anxiety of trying to avoid it wasn't worth it.
The way things are going, I predict by 2026 my screen time will be down to zero hours.
They're dying in a lot of places. Malls still exist, but with the rise of online shopping, they're not worth putting in all the bells and whistles anymore. My local mall pretty sterile and dull. :(
Do we have the same personality? Because I don't see why it would escalate to murder. I don't like violence.
I think most likely is we'd take turns going to work, and one of us would always get to stay home and procrastinate on chores. For some people that probably wouldn't work as the duplicate would point out they have no obligation to their original, but I have a million siblings so an obsession with fairness has been hard-coded into my brain. We would work the exact same amount of hours and split all our sweets perfectly evenly.
I think the big downside is that I'd probably have to stop going to the gym. Alternating days would effectively halve my progress, and I'm not buying twice as much protein power.
Idk, people who were safe in western states called me a doomer and got mad at me for my sadness being unproductive while a hurricane killing people and flattening neighboring towns. No one is an effective activist 100% of the time, maybe let people grieve for five seconds.
Oh hey, I appreciate the info! Seems I misremembered. I actually attempted to double check before posting but kept getting wildly different numbers from different sources.
I heard a lot of "you survived the first time, it's fine," when he got reelected. Ah yes, that pandemic we all survived. The constant food recalls where none of us got sick. The uptick in gun violence that made all of us so safe and cozy. Not to mention the famously survivable ectopic pregnancies!
I feel like I should be good. I dragged myself to D&D on Thursday and then speed dating on Saturday, met a lot of people and had fun.
But as soon as both ended, I just felt hollow. I haven't texted anyone back because I don't think I can do friendships/relationships.
The day of the speed dates I got into an argument with my best friend. I guess I misunderstood something he said so my response made no sense. I thought I was spilling my heart and he just said, "what the fuck are you talking about? How the fuck was that your takeaway?"
And the fight was my fault, I fucked up. I don't think he was unfair. But I feel incoherent and annoying when we talk, and I don't think I want to make any more friends.