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Alice

@ Alice @beehaw.org

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Unfortunately alive. USAmerican, gay

  • VPNs for UK users?

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  • Oh, goody. The internet's gonna get a lot worse with a lot fewer voices to hear from.

  • VPNs for UK users?

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  • Appreciate the info, neither of us want to support zionists.

  • how's your week going, Beehaw

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  • Oh yeah I know, I wasn't thinking about dating. I'm hideous. I just want to meet someone who doesn't loathe me. I think it would be nice

    ETA I do think being straight is easier even if dating is hard. None of the straight people I know have families trying to cast demons out of them, none of them make friends only to later hear them talking about how their demographic are secretly trying to corrupt America and kill the Jewish people, et cetera.

  • how's your week going, Beehaw

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  • New job on the way, I should be happy, but I feel insanely depressed.

    I wish I didn't live over an hour away from the gay nightlife. I wake up at 5 and everything starts after I've been awake for 16 hours. I'm too sleepy and anemic to make the drive.

    I had to see my family and listen to them talk about how jealous they are that I'm forced to live in such a "quaint" backwater shithole even though I've told them I hate it. It must be soooooo easy to be straight. I have to jump through hoops to meet someone who doesn't loathe me, and they're all jealous.

  • Would you be okay with AI users?

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  • Nah. I'm not 100% against it, some are fun or useful in concept, but I'm here to talk to people, and threads littered with grammar corrections and Sokka haikus get old.

    If there was an effective vetting process for useful bots, eg the repost sleuth bot, that'd be nice. But the "good bot"/"bad bot" voting system just became its own form of spam.

  • how's your week going, Beehaw

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  • That's awesome, I'm glad you have people you can depend on.

    If I'm being honest, my family is more like an anchor. None of them ever learned to help themselves and that still expect me to do it. I'm just going to try to change the part of my personality that wants a social life.

  • how's your week going, Beehaw

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  • Rough as usual. Overworked, underappreciated. I have a driving test coming up for a new job, but my current job won't give me the day off, and I don't want to quit until I've passed that test. I'll work it out, it's just stressing me out.

    Multiple people online and in person have been unpleasant dicks to me when I honestly wasn't trying to do anything wrong and it kind of depresses me. I want a social life but I hate people.

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    100,000 People Are Using a Telegram Bot That Makes AI Cumshot Videos of Anyone

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  • I mean, I assume?

    I found the bot promoted in a different Telegram channel dedicated to making and sharing AI-generated nonconsensual pornography which has about 50,000 members.

    This isn't thought policing... First off, these are actions, but second, no one's policing it.

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  • Elon Musk's X lost 11 million users in the EU over the past 5 months

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  • People still don't know what Mastodon is. I mentioned it recently and someone asked, "isn't it mostly white supremacists?"

  • Does anyone ever miss karma?

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  • Kind of, and it was a good way to keep trolls and spammers out of sensitive communities, but unfortunately with bots and astroturfing existing nowadays, karma incentives terrible behavior.

  • What is the smallest hill you would die on?

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  • I usually feel this way, but I was at a pizza place a, while back, and the cheese on the cheese pizza just looked so much gooier than on the others... I still wonder how much better my life would be if I'd had the gooey cheese instead of the goo-less supreme...

  • What is the smallest hill you would die on?

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  • I was a beta reader once and the guy rejected all my alterations where I fixed the quote punctuation. So maybe?

  • What is the smallest hill you would die on?

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  • I'm with your girlfriend. I don't find pineapple on pizza disgusting, but for some reason it just doesn't gel for me. Same with sausage and jam on a biscuit... One or the other, please!

    But anchovies on pizza..... yessssss. Get them salty, grimy fuckers in there.

  • What's a personal "Damned if you do damned if you don't"?

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  • Never found the right balance. 🤷 I said "fuck it" anyway, because there's a few reasons being less feminine is more comfortable for me. I like lifting weights but hate a sweaty scalp, so bye bye hair. I like the fit of men's shirts more. And I realized that there's a lot clothes and accessories that I find pretty to look at, but I don't really get anything from wearing them.

    It sucks because customers and family both make rude comments, but at least my clothes are comfy.

  • What's a personal "Damned if you do damned if you don't"?

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  • Too feminine: weak, controllable

    Not feminine at all: ugly troll, clearly failed at being feminine and this is just cope

  • how's your week going, Beehaw

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  • Oh shit, I hope you're doing okay these days!

    Mine are occasionally sore, but most of the time they're just tender to the touch. They are pretty hard, too 😬

  • how's your week going, Beehaw

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  • Thanks. I'm just getting discouraged because conversations fizzle out eventually, or things go well at first but then they stop texting back. It takes so long to get to know people and it feels like it usually goes nowhere even when I think they're really cool.

  • how's your week going, Beehaw

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  • Rough. Can't find any jobs in my town besides factories and trucking, so I guess I'm probably gonna go work in a factory.

    Lymph nodes been swollen for three days and I can't get to a doctor for nine more days, so that's frustrating.

    I feel lonely and detached all the time. I miss when my friends and I were close. I've tried meeting new people but it's not the same.

    If I'm not too tired after work tomorrow I'm planning a solo trip, just for the evening. There's a park an hour away where I've heard you can see the stars, so maybe I'll hit the local shops and grab an ice cream or something and wait til sundown. Maybe that'll cheer me up.

  • Asklemmy @lemmy.ml
    Alice @beehaw.org

    Have you ever been speed dating? What was it like?

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    Our brains are filling with more and more microplastics, study shows | The Washington Post

    archive.is /qMP4W
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    Alice @beehaw.org

    rule will pass

  • 196 @lemmy.blahaj.zone
    Alice @beehaw.org

    Yo what happened, my rule's gone

  • Chat @beehaw.org
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    Are there support groups for depression that aren't toxic?

  • 196 @lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    Sonic X Shadow Generuletions

  • I Made This (MOVED TO LEMMY.ZIP) @lemm.ee
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    Carved pumpkins, mine is the middle

  • Chat @beehaw.org
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    Are there resources for learning social skills?

  • 196 @lemmy.blahaj.zone
    Alice @beehaw.org

    sorry for sharing this rule

  • 196 @lemmy.blahaj.zone
    Alice @beehaw.org

    file rule

  • 196 @lemmy.blahaj.zone
    Alice @beehaw.org

    Pizzamid head rule

  • Asklemmy @lemmy.ml
    Alice @beehaw.org

    What books do you consider must reads?

  • 196 @lemmy.blahaj.zone
    Alice @beehaw.org

    Why did I laugh at this rule

  • 196 @lemmy.blahaj.zone
    Alice @beehaw.org

    What could pawsibbly go rule

  • Asklemmy @lemmy.ml
    Alice @beehaw.org

    Who even watches channels like 8 Passengers and DaddyOFive?

  • 196 @lemmy.blahaj.zone
    Alice @beehaw.org

    I am tired of rule

  • Piracy: ꜱᴀɪʟ ᴛʜᴇ ʜɪɢʜ ꜱᴇᴀꜱ @lemmy.dbzer0.com
    Alice @beehaw.org

    Anyone know how to download from vidsrc.me?

  • 196 @lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    Rule dome

  • 196 @lemmy.blahaj.zone
    Alice @beehaw.org

    Violence and contempt rule