aspiring class traitor, atomized autism girl, a wishiwashi in human form, youth liberation fan, the sole certified 6kaalaa rarepair enjoyer
thank you JDPON Don
this is very true god i fucking love sleeping at normal hours nowadays 📣 and i dont give a shit about my hs performance too so if they want me to bother with homework i tell them to fuck off and i sleep anyway . and life is so wonderful that way
not usamerican but turbo vassal state and yeah. it’s pretty basic for me and it was very incessant throughout all of my childhood (i’m still in school but they’ve cooled off cuz i’m not a 5 year old anymore) and even when i was 5 i was like Okay i get it. but i still don’t hate the idea of it because my dad when he heard about it was like holy shit this changes my whole life and i was like oh okay if it makes you happy
hapy cake day :]
WAAAUUUHHHHH OH MY GOD ITS SO CUTE (louder and sobbing)
theyre so cute :(
tank you very much… :,)
hehe true dat. ruthless criticism of all that exists and all that. at least i’m learning from this experience yanno
thanks so much, the empathy i've received has been kind of staggering
this is really kind... again, it's hard not to feel so nuts when everyone else is crazy in a different way. i'm aware everyone feels this way it's just kind of that i feel a bit more atomized being a minor, but seeing how other comrades always also have to deal with "holy shit, there's no way i have to appeal to THESE positions, that these are the positions most people in the imperial core hold" makes me feel very much less alone
re your second point yeah haha omg... initially i was so paralyzed about my class because i was also unaware of my exact standing but firstly realizing guilt without action is literally worse than nothing helped motivate me to dive further into reading and trying to help educate others + yeah, it's nothing shameful about being comfortable when that's where i want everyone to be, socialism isn't this crude idea of leveling down as losurdo(???) said!! anyways... thank you for being so niceys. thank you for being so niceys x2. :,)
hell ya brother. some days i veer between hating everyone here and trying to remember that i should try my best to help anyone i can, at the least try to disabuse them of the bastardized idea of socialism they know, but on the other hand you do appreciate how... no i shan't say. either way, if i choose empathy or just to try to charge through these years without going fucking nuts, i do like to remember it is more ridiculous what they're espousing (the allowance of capitalism to continue to run free and unfettered and trample the land) than what i (well MLs) espouse (maybe we Shouldn't nuke china, maybe we Shouldn't love imperialist ghouls)
thanks, i can promise i will try my best haha. for school my goals are weird because i'm not certain what i want my future to be (definitely not helping destroy the planet, though, i want to do something or be somewhere where i have less negative effects than positive ones and i want to be a progressive figure and participate in the historically progressive moment of building socialism, but that's so ... Open and vague that i don't know where to start, or what that means for the effort i put in now to my academics, which i dont respect at all), and i foresee that this conflict will probably (as it has been for the last few years, this isnt anything new) cause more episodes, but, yeah, i will hang in there. it's nice remembering the science of socialism is eternal, and that there are people (however far away they are) on the internet who are kindred . thank yous :]
it's nice to know i'm not alone, because i feel pretty atomized and so it's hard to remember that there are other people in such situations who can't take the duress of this, and i'm not just living in some sort of terrible nightmare, completely confused as to what is real. that bit of empathy is really valuable to me, and yeah, schooling kind of fucking sucks, on top of all the other societal pressures it creates it's just utter deception in these places so like. aghhh
Meltdowns don’t help much with convincing people, but we can’t always be the perfect communicator. When you are surrounded by enemies it’s important to be patient with yourself when you lose control a little bit. And venting is a great way to process your feelings so I’m happy you’re here comrade.
me when i sniffle and cry because this is such a niceys and empathetic remark as well. yes, i'm a bit abashed that my episode did not get me anywhere and didn't convey a point, but yeah, i do feel a lot of the time i'm surrounded by enemies (and i am. lol), and i will try to be kind about this because it is untenable, it is unpleasant, it is a bizarre experience. thank you for letting me vent and thank you for calling me a comrade, i really am so appreciative
yeah man uhh here
(my pockets are so empty and this is the only thing i have and i just stole it from one of you)lol thanks. in reality it's kind of very hard to maintain this emotionally. by know i know, and cannot even delude myself into believing otherwise, that if there's any viable future it has to come through building a socialist/ML society, but also i feel very paralyzed due to my position right now and can't take this long assault on my mental in this school (again, i'm deeply grateful for all that i have outside of that, but still).
i am not going to be able to agitate almost anyone in my school, they either know their class interests do not fall this way, or are empathetic yet disbelieving in socialism or still afraid of what they will lose (the latter is honestly not unforgivable, self preservation is a natural instinct, but it's also true that if we let this continue our situation will dissolve, all of us, and that is what everyone is so afraid of facing--also, from a non-selfish standpoint, it's really just simple that none of this should be happening, capitalism is a nightmare) but it makes me feel sorrowful because while i do have a modicum of what i would classify as class consciousness... it's not as if i'm doing any praxis, or that i believe there's any viable options right now.
i am very critical of liberal cognitive dissonance, but i am acutely aware of why and how people rely on it because i did. i fear one day i might backslide into that opium, believing the providence of the free market will save us all, but more than that sometimes i selfishly fear what i know to be true--the cat's out of the bag, i can never return to that ignorance--and therein lies the dilemma
with that in mind thank you for the vote of confidence comrade. i'm really trying and i hope being on this site helps me grow and find new possibilities as a fledgling Carl Marks (491 morbillion dead, no iPhone) Acolyte
i wanted to make a funny libcope style comment calling this redfash but no i just kinda feel like every nook and crook in my body has been filled to the brim with utter envy
liberal psychology is honestly the most fascinating thing ever. it is so comedic and also as we all know deeply deplorable but yeah, there are so many patented real liberal beliefs that if you are not deeply entrenched in that coping culture are just plainly hilarious to anyone outside of it (and also again deplorable.)
fave lib thoughts:
- tRump is a russian puppet controlled by PUTIN! (throw in some homophobic insinuations that the reason evil Drumpf is despicable is because he is secretly engaging in homosexual liaisons with PUTIN, evil RUSSIAN that he is)
- literally any cope about voting being the end all be all, i saw some funny shit on tumblr back in the day about intl. people outside usamerica being very concerned about which imperialist is in power, as kamala was running on "I will be just like Donald J. Trump on immigration" (why did she even do that it's not like she was gonna absorb any of his voterbase that was voting on that issue) and "I will continue our aid to wonderful splendid Israel" and "BRAT by Charli XCX kinda rhymes with the name NATO, if you really think about it"
- it's GOOD to have democracy that is totally ineffectual, rather than evil Chinese Gommunism, because i feel personally seen when government official Danny Jones sends me an automated email in reply
- it's EVIL to abide by the literal idealist moral standards we have built our whole ideology on by withholding your vote for Blue Candidate to express yourself in liberal democracy elections, we're pragmatists here, EXCEPT if you advocate for violent resistance, in which case it either has never worked OR you're an evil TotallyTarian Stalinist-Hitlerist who should be (in a non-authoritarian way) executed immediately
- there's a genocide in Teebet (Xizang) and Xinjiang, proven by the way no information can escape China ever, and China Has Never Ever Contacted the outside world, and nobody in it is even real, you know, it's all made up for the cameras, the white observer, the American, the Yankee, the only person in the world who is real
- North Korean Myth Number 413901: Kim Jong Un personally shot and killed anyone who thought about eating
- the United States of America are good actors on the international stage, and have brought a net positive impact onto the world (this is the crux of their ideology, and any and all cope can be mangled together to create passable reasoning for this.
all of this is so flimsy and apart from how much i fucking loathe idealism as wool over the eyes to the nature of this neoliberal nightmare we inhabit, i genuinely cannot express enough how it is hilarious how liberals do not realize that a lot of their ideology is predicated on the idea that other humans do not have the same internality as them, the same social darwinism/backwards racial ideology that was typical of the expressly colonial slaveowning era--ask one liberal how all of DPRK can simply bend over and take it while starving without actual reason to admire or want to retain the WPK, while the DPRK also struggles with infrastructure to feed itself much less totally 1894 surveil or clamp down on the state, and they can create you a fantasy story out of nowhere to justify this conclusion--social democracy being the moderate wing of fascism is a hilarious left field radical idea to them, but just observe the way they think culturally, even outside of their ideal economic model, and you'll realize these people genuinely fail to believe the Asiatic hordes of the Chinese and Koreans (or the Eurasian Mongoloid Russians) have sapience, or that two groups can in fact engage in fair exchange that doesn't include exploitation or genocide as Western powers are wont to do (chinese debt-trap diplomacy myth), or even be a multiethnic society without braying for complete extermination of others (uyghurs in xinjiang and xizang)
inshallah they will [Removed for Violating Reddit Guidelines] the fuck how did they even apply here what the hell
i cannot stress enough how repulsive this is i cannot stop being surprised at westerners, especially the euros, being like 'ugh i hate how trump is an incompetent imperialist, let me become a naked monstrous imperialist to prove my valor'
driving is so scaray. this is very good analysis but also driving is so scaray and i cant imagine doing it. so scaray