I had a weird thing happen that kind of fucked me up. I haven’t cried or been able to cry since. Lost a close relative and I saw another explain what happened (it was particularly sad). When he was explaining he started to begin tearing up but swallowed and stone faced. He finished explaining and I haven’t been able to cry since. For clarity, I’ve never had a problem showing emotions or crying. I used to cry at inspirational stuff or sad stuff. Its been around six months now. So when’s the last time you cried? Maybe hearing some stuff will loosen me up.
A couple weeks ago I was cooking and listening to Kendrick Lamar when Mother I Sober started playing. The build up always gets me to some degree, but that time I had to stop what I was doing and let it all go… I’m lucky my roommate wasn’t there lol, he’d probably think I’d cut my self or something.
Well, I know what that feels like. Like you’ve run out of tears. I don’t know why that happens but I was in that state for a long time and it finally loosened up when I was talking to my therapist. My parents are the kind of people to talk shit about family (like, just a bit better than 4chan) after having dinner with them or whatever. One time my sister just couldn’t take it anymore and started crying in the back seat because they were being so horrible… well, I realized how much that pissed me off years later when I was talking about it with my therapist. It really surprised me; before it was a just a dim memory of concern for my sister and annoyance at my parents but talking about it made me cry with rage over how shitty my parents are. I’m tearing up when I’m typing this… fuck you mom and dad. Fucking assholes. /rant
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