I got some book recommendations from another community to see what has been discovered about ADHD since I got diagnosed 20 years ago. I bought a few and they haven’t been delivered yet. For example, I didn’t know my auditory sensitivities and rejection sensitivities were associated until recently. Also, daydreaming apparently.

But right now I’m in my mid-40s and I can’t function. The political situation in the US is dangerous, there are serious issues with ethics and safety at my job that would have never been as prevalent when I started 20 years ago, there are pedophiles and people who protect them represented by half the population. So at this point, people scare me, I feel alone, and I think everyone else is nuts. You all know what they say about that.

With everything going on and my inability to handle basic tasks, I feel like I’m going nuts. It could cause trouble with my job soon. Any basic additional everyday problem is a major issue I can’t handle. I can’t focus at all, I can’t do any hobby with decision paralysis, my anxiety is through the roof, and ADHD is ruining my life.

I’m too old to add more amphetamine s to my dosage. What can I do? Would a therapist be able to even do anything here?

Do employee assistance programs help?

  • ScoffingLizard@lemmy.dbzer0.comOP
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    2 months ago

    I’ve saved your comment so I can reread it many times. That is some good advice. It really puts things into perspective. Thank you so much!

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      2 months ago

      No troubles at all, lovely. I’ve been through some heavy stuff in my life, but I didn’t want it to be the only noise in my head, and I wanted to feel like it didn’t control me, I did. So I set about finding out how things work up there, and what helps, including speaking with professionals. I’m glad it’s able to be put to use! Feel free to yell out if you need anything more targeted, I’ll probably have something relative. Wishing you well on your journeys!