I gotta say that I feel weird reading this examination of Octavia Butler’s notes.

I’m reading Parable of the Talents right now, and I had to stop. It’s gotten too fucking dark. It’s about the fascist takeover of America by Christian Nationalists, and a major character just died, and there is sexual exploitation of children… I really like Butler and Parable of the Sower, but this just got so dark I decided to read the summary and find out if I wanted to read more, and I don’t think I can read this, at least not right now.

Reading about the unpublished sequels feels even worse. It seems like Butler had a head full of so much darkness and cynicism, and her published works were just the processed output after she managed to find the least brutal version of her thoughts. These books were her at her most hopeful! YIKES.

I like her and these books, but I just had to vent about some of this.