Never a stupid question, people make mistakes, people see things wrong or brains just misfires. No shame in that, learning is important and that's what you did and that's the best part
Usually just say something like I wasn't born with them because of genetics. I mean technically true. Although not sure if it would work in states that are really anti trans. But using the nurse just usually continues like it's nothing. But fyi my medical practice isn't really transphobic so just fyi.
If this fucking world would take care of disabled people instead of fucking throwing them on the street and letting them die slowly or be slaves in the industrial prison complex then yeah. There would be great things if things was made to be accessible which is completely something we could do but we don't because eugenics.
It's not illegal in the u.s. but you pretty much end up in jail because of it depending on how unprivileged you are. They force you into a hospital for however time they want to "protect you" often times giving you little to help and just throw you out and by that time you lost your job and some loose there housing and then become homeless because of it and then eventually jail for just trying to eat.
That's if you actually someone stops you before you do it. It's even worse if you survive the attempt.
Yes I know its not always like that. but from my experience with the system in Amerikkka and from others I know and used to know (RIP) this is how it pretty much works.
Please remember this is from my experience and people I know and know experience with. Suicide and attempting it.
That's the fun part I don't. As someone who's pretty much the exact target for this facism regime there is absolutely jack shit I can do about it besides I guess voting. So I pretty much avoid it all because there's nothing I can do about why of it and need in Amerikkka is all about getting people angry sad or anything that boosts engagement without care of people. So I don't play there games. I avoid it all. New depressive shit happening? Alright I'm already completely fucked so idc
I have never experienced such things, at least from what others have said what those things are, people try to explain it to me and it doesn't make much sense. I can understand passion but joy and happiness is such a odd concept to me. Like what gives me dopamine? Or things that you feel "good inside". It's all so confusing.
I have never experienced such things, at least from what others have said what those things are, people try to explain it to me and it doesn't make much sense. I can understand passion but joy and happiness is such a odd concept to me. Like what gives me dopamine? Or things that you feel "good inside". It's all so confusing.
Not a lot will agree with me, but I'ma going to say it anyways. Whatever you and whoever your with define it as. There is no defining universal definition of it really. It's all based on what you and the other person(s) agree what the relationship is.
Some people have friendship that last there whole life and live with each other and have sex. Some relationships don't have any of that.
It's all about boundaries between you and the other people and what you all define it as.
Dissociation, self harm (not the ones most people do) video games, YouTube, Lemmy, TikTok. Having something that turns my brain off as much as possible. It's impossible for me as I'm a disabled person who has zero income and zero way to get income. And boredom is my worst enemy and fear.
In my decades of relationships and trauma from them. Honestly the best way If capable of course, to find someone is to not look for a relationship and just find good connection of people and eventually something will happen with someone. The whole dating industry is all about fast dating and forced dating for cash. So it's ok to not actively always be looking as it's often times imo best mentality for it.
First. Not a therapist, not a diagnosis, not anything like that. Just it being relatable to me. I also have other voices in my head I thought was normal for my whole life tell I learned about dissociative identity disorder, and I have alters in my system that do that and it can get extremely loud and wanted to let you know your not alone and it's understandable. My strong suggestion is finding a good therapist that listens to you and responds and not belittling you.
This isn't me telling you what it is. Just letting you know about my personal experiences with having similar things with my self
As someone who requires specific medications to live. Absolutely same. Rather go out under my own power the widdle and die and probably be a zombie.