Thanks! Even if you can't detach completely the fact that you don't accept it and try to escape is a big step forward that many don't take.
I was running mint with 4gb with steam and signal on background as well as Firefox with 2 tabs open. Not perfect but definitely usable
Its a meme. Started by doing basketball edits (I'm pretty sure) and now little kids just shout it for no reason. Its a song by skrilla
Thanks, good luck!