I’m gonna be finding a therapist for sure… I didn’t want to, because I don’t feel safe with data privacy, but at this point that doesn’t even really matter; I can’t seem to get this sorted out on my own and it’s affecting someone I care about very much.
I’m not sure I want to do this anymore. It’s going to cost me my marriage and I don’t even think I’ll be happy in the end; in fact I think I’ll be less happy. I wish I had never figured this out about myself, or that I’d learned it 20 years ago. Ahhhhh.
Although that said I’m also considering checking out sway, since I might be able to reuse some of my configs on my work machine. Idk how readily that’d work without more research, but maybe?
Just arch-flavored arch with hyprland + waybar + wofi. There are some rough edges where I need to git gud but I like it so far. This is my first time away from kde in like a decade lol.
The install was hella janky cause my network was all fucked so I booted into the nixos live usb, curl’d an arch iso, dd’d it onto the live usb, and yolo’d from there.
Thank you.
I’m gonna be finding a therapist for sure… I didn’t want to, because I don’t feel safe with data privacy, but at this point that doesn’t even really matter; I can’t seem to get this sorted out on my own and it’s affecting someone I care about very much.