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  • I cleaned my windows yesterday. Now I can finally see the outside through them.

  • This 3rd party software company fucked up and M$oft get the pressure, so they act like they are responsible.

    Even the customers fucked up by using a vital piece of software where they cannot test the updates before rollout.

  • That's so accurate! And when you finally give in, you dial the number and hang up because you forgot all words and what's even the topic.

  • Discs mean too much hassle. I'd have to rip them all prior to storing the movies on my harddrives. Streaming subscriptions are convenient, but too limited and they don't offer the best quality. IMHO, a download option is the best of both worlds.

  • Not necessarily. My 2015 SEAT (for folks in the North America: That's basically Volkswagen) is one of the latest cars that do not completely fuck you over. TPMS is passive, so you don't need expensive sensors. You can also update the maps on your own (OK, here they pull you over if you don't know the simple trick). Parts are also cheap.

  • Thanks, I gladly stick with my old non-BMW car!

  • So, you buy a car with all these features, but you don't pay for them. They are disabled by default. You jailbreak your car, everything works without paying extra, but then you realize, you broke your warranty.

  • Stop

    Jump
  • I think I had enough Internet for today.

  • This would only make sense to me if the Linux machine was emulated on an 8 Bit micro controller.

  • But by extending the deadline, I have to stop working again, until it comes close.

  • At first, my anxieties became present to me, so I could work on them. Weed makes me think about my life, about things that bother me deep inside. It made me do further investigations. I had (to a point still have) to reprocess my life. It turned out, I'm traumatized because of people constantly refusing or bullying me in my past, because I never fitted in. And I had no clue, why.

    I used to keep distance to people and be a loner, until recently. Weed broke up some of these habits. I got my feelings back, after I used to refuse showing any emotion.

    I also learned, I have issues listening. I often changed my mind spontaneously without noticing - now I do notice and I learned to self-regulate better. I also didn't know noise (the overwhelm of too many sounds or voices) overloads my senses, and that's what triggers my aggressive behaviour or let me run away sometimes.

    Since I started smoking, I do easier meet people who understand me. That's also when someone at a party suggested I look 100% like having ADHD and I should do the test.

    I also noticed another effect when microdosing at work: It helps me focus and it temporarily brings back the energy when being exhausted from work. (This depends on the strain, of course. Amnesia or White Widow work great here). However, this comes with the risk of burning myself out, so I do it only when necessary.

  • They usually show me the door out. But this is still better than doing all they would demand.

  • There are two things that really help(ed) me:

    1. Starting to smoke weed daily, while moving to another city: It made me find out what has always beed wrong with me, and so I came to the diagnosis.
    2. Writing everything down, in a way my brain understands. I use a project management app, called Logseq, for that.
  • That's exactly my aim now. I overworked myself in past. Employers out here are living in the past, demanding 40h weeks. This really broke me several times with burnout depression. Now, in the job interviews, I tell them all that I will not work more than 35h, better: 32.

  • Not the smartphones themselves are addictive, but all these annoying social apps, advertisements and notifications are.

    There are ways around this. Kids should learn how to use their phones for managing their lives. And actually, they do at some point - to a degree.

  • This sounds too boring to accomplish. It's not just boring, it's also a repetitive task.

  • That sounds so much like me! I would still add this on top: The constant rejection from my surroundings made me mask to the point where I refused any identity and tried being faceless. So that nobody could judge me anymore. In retrospective, this way of life has always been a failure.

  • The worst thing of all is walking too slow.

    On a pain scale:

    • 10 - walking slow
    • 9 - driving slow
    • 7 - standing still
    • 6 - sitting there and doing nothing
    • 3 - walking fast
    • 2 - sitting with phone
    • 0 - driving fast, sit while actually doing something

  • The icecream and salad are fine at McD, but the rest of their so called food has always been awful to my taste. The fries taste like cardboard and the buns taste like Styrofoam. The feeling in my stomach told me, that this cannot be called food.