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grym [she/her, comrade/them]

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  • I love it so much.

    I really do love this difficulty, it's exactly my level, so it's great for me, but i feel bad that many people are struggling and not having fun. I think a difficulty or accessibility option would have been great.

    I do share some of the criticisms but none of it is fundamental or makes it less enjoyable for me, just slight frustrations that are easily overcome. Yes I do think some attacks/moves/enemies/contact with enemies shouldn't do 2 damage, but i'm generally OK with it.

    The 2 damage on environment hazards is weird tho. I get having one that makes sense and that you can reduce with a charm, but i'm in the middle of Act 2 and it is kinda strange how almost every environmental hazard does 2 damage. Again i'm OK with it but I don't really understand the purpose, it feels weird design-wise.

    I think the difficulty curve needs to be tuned, I accidentally skipped the boss everyone hates in Greymoor and fought it later, and even with the upgrade I had by then I agree it has too much HP. It hasn't really made me struggle too much but I see what other people are talking about. It feels like game gets more open and more options after a certain point late in Act 1.

    I love Act 2 so much, and I just realized

    the map/area concept is basically like a Hollowknight Castlevania, with tons of dense sub-areas compacted into the Citadel, you've got the equivalent of the Clock Tower, of the Library, of the fancy ballroom/aristocrat place, and of the gardens. It's great!

    Have not had this much fun in a long time, i can't stop playing it and i'm taking my sweet time, doing everything, finding everything, re-visiting places regularly to see what changed, trying interactions and finding lore, etc. It's so good.

  • Silking it hard right now. IN LOVE with this game. It's huge, there's so much to do now that i've got (maybe) all the movement upgrades like double-jump and stuff.

  • Absolutely Love It.

    There's a weird difficulty spike mid-way through Act 1, a particular boss seems to have too much HP and be a bit of a wall for a lot of players, and you still have limited options at that point. After that and 2 other (better) bosses, the game really opens up in places you can go and things to do, and it's felt incredible since.

    I didn't struggle too much on that boss btw, i'm pretty good at these games and platforming so i'm having a fucking blast, but some of my friends that are less good at those games have struggled a lot.

    It's definitely harder than HK, that's for sure.

  • Finished Abiotic Factor last week, played a bit of Lord of the Rings Online again while listening to podcasts.

    Tried Cultist Simulator for the first time yesterday and it is fascinating.

    Today i'm gonna play Silksong! And probably keep playing it for a while.

  • That's a good point and on that in particular I have more trouble figuring out his approach.

    I don't think he believes the Dems can be saved, I don't recall him talking about entryism, but I can see what you're saying as well.

    It could a very "good enough for now" thing, not that the dems can be good but that since we don't currently have a strong DSA or PSL or anything, better to have left-side of the dems for now? Like a purely strategic thing, in terms of the media landscape, overyon window, what is/isn't acceptable, and for agitation purposes? That's the only valid use I can see for engaging in a limited way in Dems electoralism. Not with any naïveté, just a very broad "pushing, agitating and making noise and topics will prepare and radicalise the masses" kinda way. I don't know if that's entryism or what it could be called.

    The reason I'm of this view is that from experience in my own country the topic of strategy regarding elections is often very noisy and a lot of leftists sort of talk past each other. Breaking the false hopes and naivety is good, criticism is required, but in pure strategy of "do we engage with things how they currently are, and if so how do we engage" is extremely specific, contextual and nuanced, and in that particular field I'm always willing to be as good faith as possible, and open to any strategy.

    Sometimes you need to sort of "be there" politically even if it's shit, while building something better. Sometimes you need to follow along more naive but popular things just to agitate and be where people are, not to do entryism but to already be in the right place and time when things go sour later, etc etc. I get the feeling my goals and hasan's are aligned on 99% of things and I never feel like he's pro dem or entryism so Im willing to hear it out or open to strategies (even if they're messy), if that makes sense.

    I don't engage with him as a streamer but he has influence, that influence seems to bring decent results, and its those results I judge.

    Honestly beyond the feeling of uselessness that seems to reign in the US left it looks like conditions have never been more primed and ready, looking from the outside. Not quite there yet, but getting there. Hasan just has to help it along or not get in the way, that's my litmus test.

  • Yea I get you.

  • Oh yea I agree I don't trust the vet guy lmao, but when I hear the actual arguments from hasan in this sort of thing I tend to agree with the reasoning and strategy, have not paid attention this time. He also shits on the DNC and anyone close to it a lot so I feel like he's not naive on this guy, the bar is just incredibly low regarding palestine, and I get it tbh. Anything that can move the needle and put pressure now even if the guy is shit layer, Palestinians don't have a lot of time.

    At least that's how I understand it. People seem insistent to put online figures on a good or bad pedestal when I really don't care about them beyond actual results.

  • Not in distress no worries. I get confused why people are so involved in liking or not liking some guy. Take care comrade <3

  • I feel like that's a real thing honestly. There's a particular kind of online "leftist" that spends all their time just repeating what "their guy" said, or having shit takes, getting into arguments, and it's a complete waste of time but they see themselves as principled activists doing important work.

    Its a sign of powerlessness and learned helplessness, people alone thinking what they say and think online matters, and that its important to say X or Y or to "support" or "not support" X or Y when they literally have zero impact, its make-belief, and becomes a weird identitarian thing for people who engage in it.

    I guess I'd call them online ultras or whatever but despite being very few, they are incredibly annoying.

  • Good or Bad is not a great lens for these things sadly, and online figures are always just online figures. I try to judge on results. That said I don't really understand the argument here, I thought the position regarding electoralism and pressure on Israel was always pretty clear, I don't see any kind of naive endorsement personally.

    This isnt directed at you but I swear some people think doing fuck all but having takes and saying "oh you naive lib everything is useless and dumb" is somehow activism. We all think electoralism is shit, some still think pushing strategically on certain fronts is worth doing, some don't. Kinda wish the people who don't would shut the fuck up about it, it feels like a waste of time and drama farming tbh.

    I feel like that's probably more the reason he gets annoyed or whatever, it annoys me too.

  • Does he endorse him?

    My understanding was like "yea he sucks on X/Y and you should keep your criticism in mind but my priority goal is more people that push to stop arming Israel/stop the genocide even if they're libs" last time I saw an argument like this.

    I don't think hasan is ever actually a fan or defender or even someone like Bernie, he's just focused on specific issues in terms of agitation and policy, and the rest is secondary.

    On that honestly im the same. Electoralism is strategy, you push where you think it can help agitate or shift a particular issue but its always kinda shit. Never got the impression he ever "endorsed" anyone naively.

  • Real.

    Honestly I feel like most of my time studying and reading Marxist stuff these past 5-6 years has been about eventually realising 99% of the modern western literature and "schools" and thinkers are useless and wrong. And that NOBODY FUCKING READS MARX AND ENGELS.

    Like please give me back the time I wasted reading Debord. PLEASE.

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  • One day I should do some kind of check because it feels like my body was genuinely missing E and prog to function correctly.

    And I barely had to do anything to "fix" my hormones. I'm on monotherapy with just E gel and its enough to bring E to 200-300 and T under 1.0 (lowest I got was 0.6 so far but prog could also lower it a bit now too). I started getting a lot of boob growth fast too, almost like I already had a slight ginecomastia.

    My levels were already barely "normal" before starting so I always feel like something was up with me before, idk. It wouldn't change anything but I am curious.

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  • Started prog this week and I genuinely feel like its fixed something in my sleep cycle.

    Like I wake up at reasonable times after going to sleep and I'm actually rested and not in a horrible opaque fog like I usually am. This has plagued me my whole fucking life, I have always struggled to wake up and get up, its like my brain works differently in that mode as well and will do anything to convince me to stay in bed.

    And now I've been just waking up going "damn good sleep, anyway let's go" wtf ?

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  • Fully agreed.

    I also had complicated interactions with this and can relate. I also had very very weird, even toxic and manipulative, interactions with a person that would do a lot of "force feminisation" jokes, and that shit made it way harder to crack my egg, and it also felt weirdly bundled up with like... sexual/kink stuff if that makes sense? (No surprise the person in question turned out to be grooming other transfems..)

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  • Ah i see! Thanks :)

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  • I dont know what that acronym means and im wondering if I should

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  • Damb.

  • Absolutely stunning non-response coupled with a lotta bad faith and projection. You have a particularly unhinged vibe its quite funny in a way.